At this moment the only thing I want to do is become a hermit and live in the woods. I think that would be the life, totaly simple. My life is so chaotic right now. I have three reports due for finals week, its so much research and I only have one week to complete them. This is because my gaurd unit has a ORI durning finals week and I have to go. The only good thing about it means all the preparing for it will be over with. No more fucking three or four day drill weekends. I have been trying to get the band some shows. We might go on tour in Canada.

I haven't been sleeping very well lately, I don't know why. I thinks its the stress. I havent scheduled my classes yet, I now have got to go beg to be let into classes. I have to fill out a lease for a house near campus, which is cool but is kind of wierd. Its going to be my house, but not my home. Home is back where my mom, brother and sister are.

Threw all of this I just wish I had that special someone who I could cuddle with at night and totaly forget about life with. Like I don't want to sound like a sapp, but its just somthing on my mind. I know one is not supose to go around looking for love but this playing the field thing is starting to get old. I think I'm to picky. Oh well, who knows... Peace

Oh, and my band is playing for shure at Championship