ginawa

we'll its four o'clock in the fucking morning. I am supposed to have the rough draft for my one history report done but im only on page four of twenty. I'm hoping to get ten so he can see im making in effort. I really like my prof. He's challenging me. He looked at my record of here and asked my why my grades in some classes were so low when I am getting a and b's in graduate level classes. I told him I hate busy work. That's when he told me to get off my ass and do those damn classes. He told me that he wants me in grad school. Its kind of kewl to have someone belive that I can do well. I'm such a critic to myself. It's kind of cool thinking I could be a grad student if the whole band thing never works. But i do have to wonder if I would prefer dropping my history major to take music media classes at HACC. Im starting my own music recording studio this summer which i hope to one day turn into a label. I don't know... I guess for now I'll do what I always do and just go with the flow, whats the point in forcing somthing that will never happen.

P.S. Buddy Holley Rocks!