ginawa

Well not much going down, cleaning my room, doing chores around the house, got to go get my haircut, Iron my uniform for guards which I have this weekend, and then band practice. School starts monday.
Last night I went to a friends house, we decided to go lay outside on the road. She kind of snugled next to me...it felt so good. It just made me miss having someone to snuggle with....oh well. Todays song is about her
Blink182: 21 Days
My mind wanders as i'm trying not to fall in love with you, cause every time I wake I ponder on my mistakes of what i said, it is always my esteen that i sure lose, playing those stupid games as i always end up chasing you. I can't help myself anymore, rehearsing my thoughts as i'm too scared to come to your door, I pushed it all aside just to stand next to you, but now you won't talk to me for something that i didn't do.
its not gonna work
and im trying not to think of you, I'm all confused as i think of the things that i would do, i'm all shook up as i get all nervous inside, my motions are something that i will always hide