for those of you with no patience for bitching, please disregard the following. 
SORRY GOT TO GET SOME THINGS OUT OF MY SYSTEM.
The funny thing is that I bitch when I am busy, but I do not know what to do with myself when it is slow- fuck I hate my ALL OR NOTHING mentality sometimes- ggrrrrr.....what can I say? The quarter is over and I have oodles of time on my hands, but alas, all that has ever kept me busy and such has moved on- I miss that shit- it was wrong, it was misguided, but it was soooo fucking GOOD- no one had been able to make me melt like that- with just words- so really what am I mourning here?- I guess you could say my ego- BLAH- who cares- on to something else right?- I am thinking that I may want to leave this place as soon as my subscriptions ends in FEB. It has been a year and I love it, but I am finding it harder and harder to write- I am finding it harder to keep up and it is no longer that much fun- BLAH- maybe I am in no mood to update right now-
How is life for you? I am gonna go read your journals and come by to say hello- ALSO- this is gonna be a bitchy journal, so if you don't wanna go on- don't- I really don't like to bitch- I am a very lucky girl and Ihave nothing to complain about EXCEPT the following..
A. Having your cranny spread open by a cold metal instrument is no fun!!
B. Boys, please have some manners- this is really not anyone on my friends list- you are all angels- more of an FYI - don't be CREEPY!!! If you only knew how many female members get sexually harrased in here you would poop your pants! It happens EVERY SINGLE DAY- someone says something NOT COOL- just cause we like sex, just cause we like to post nakie pics, IS NOT an invitation for a randdom email wanting to "hook up" for a blow job or anything else-
C. I HATE PEOPLE A LOT- NO, I REALL REAALLY REALLY DO- sometimes when I am on the bus, I put on my headphones and pretend to listen to something, but it is really to not listen to lame conversations about someone's date with a looser or their cat's bowel movements- BLAH-
D. I hate flakes- more so cause I WAS a major FLAKE- perhaps it is KARMA??hmmmm
E. I hate control freaks
F. I hate people that blame the whole damn world for their miserable life- conveniently forgetting that the rest of the world does get shit on just like them. (I know you think this is you - you know who you are- it is not about you baby boy-)
G. I hate taking myself this seriously.
AND LAST
H. HUG your friends, mom, dad, sis, cat, dog, mouse, iguana, teacher, roomate, lover, girlfriend, boyfriend, a stranger- SHOW SOME LOVE IN THE "REAL WORLD"
PEACE
SORRY GOT TO GET SOME THINGS OUT OF MY SYSTEM.
The funny thing is that I bitch when I am busy, but I do not know what to do with myself when it is slow- fuck I hate my ALL OR NOTHING mentality sometimes- ggrrrrr.....what can I say? The quarter is over and I have oodles of time on my hands, but alas, all that has ever kept me busy and such has moved on- I miss that shit- it was wrong, it was misguided, but it was soooo fucking GOOD- no one had been able to make me melt like that- with just words- so really what am I mourning here?- I guess you could say my ego- BLAH- who cares- on to something else right?- I am thinking that I may want to leave this place as soon as my subscriptions ends in FEB. It has been a year and I love it, but I am finding it harder and harder to write- I am finding it harder to keep up and it is no longer that much fun- BLAH- maybe I am in no mood to update right now-
How is life for you? I am gonna go read your journals and come by to say hello- ALSO- this is gonna be a bitchy journal, so if you don't wanna go on- don't- I really don't like to bitch- I am a very lucky girl and Ihave nothing to complain about EXCEPT the following..
A. Having your cranny spread open by a cold metal instrument is no fun!!
B. Boys, please have some manners- this is really not anyone on my friends list- you are all angels- more of an FYI - don't be CREEPY!!! If you only knew how many female members get sexually harrased in here you would poop your pants! It happens EVERY SINGLE DAY- someone says something NOT COOL- just cause we like sex, just cause we like to post nakie pics, IS NOT an invitation for a randdom email wanting to "hook up" for a blow job or anything else-
C. I HATE PEOPLE A LOT- NO, I REALL REAALLY REALLY DO- sometimes when I am on the bus, I put on my headphones and pretend to listen to something, but it is really to not listen to lame conversations about someone's date with a looser or their cat's bowel movements- BLAH-
D. I hate flakes- more so cause I WAS a major FLAKE- perhaps it is KARMA??hmmmm
E. I hate control freaks
F. I hate people that blame the whole damn world for their miserable life- conveniently forgetting that the rest of the world does get shit on just like them. (I know you think this is you - you know who you are- it is not about you baby boy-
)
G. I hate taking myself this seriously.
AND LAST
H. HUG your friends, mom, dad, sis, cat, dog, mouse, iguana, teacher, roomate, lover, girlfriend, boyfriend, a stranger- SHOW SOME LOVE IN THE "REAL WORLD"
PEACE
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michelle:
no hawaii, stayin home over the holidays (and going to parties of course) I work so much that home is a vacation. so much to do in my new house! 
godsmoker:
I feel you. I'll miss ya if you go. 