So thanks for the words of encouragement, the words of correction- yeah I guess not everyone is having a FABULOUS life- but ya know..it is all good.....it's life and as fucked up as things can get.....it is necessary for breathing, for aching, for loving, for feeling-....so much of what we do these days is removed from the tactile, removed from what is real- it's all so fucking sanitary- not even our asses can stink- there is actually ass deodarant- I SWEAR THERE IS!- ]Minty Ass....and so what is left that is human....if our anal glands are messed with?.......sort of makes me want to start my own fight club....shout out loud.....but makes me even want to embrace the fear, the hate, loneliness, the depressed state of affairs.....THE LOVE....cause I am still alive and I still am breathing...and its all so fucking wonderful......yeah..the slumps go away....and better times are ahead or worse times are ahead.....but to be stagnat....to be still...to not feel...well...that is just a death sentence and I for now refuse to die.....
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