ginacherry

When the North invaded the Souht.....with it's language of numbers, it's precision of order and grids and the like- reveered by the likes of Hobbes, the monotheists...all that shit....what where they getting into? Were they even aware...that the scent, the sun, the pure geography of the south was not like those things to be found in the dark, cold, harsh North,---thus Orientalism at it's best and at most this at this stage was far from the begining. What must it have been like for the first white face to see the the first dark face? What would that have been like? I see the North in your eyes, in your smile, the way you talk to you mother...the way you order the world, and even though some glimmer of what you are is inside me from so long of DNA ago, I am by default not the same as you....my existance is true South and for that I covet all that you are and everything you represent and at the same time I find my hate overwhelming ......this is passion, this is life....we can't go back to soemthing that for some apparant reason we think started as pure......all i know that in the middle of being penetrated by you..I am lost in the middle of North and South...and I don't want to be either.