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Monday Jun 17, 2002

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I spent all day cleaning my twin sister's apartment. I scrubbed her kitchen. I got her living room in order. I even cleaned her bedroom. Her place was a real mess, and I felt like doing something nice for her, because she works all the time and I don't. I felt like Cinderella. It was cute. I did my best to feng shui the damn place, using my limited knowledge of those techniques. I'm such a hack. As a final touch I lit a bunch of candles, put some relaxing music on the stereo and scattered some pillows to give the place a nice opium den-like atmosphere. I also made her an angel food cake.
She came home from work with a present for me, too. She had bought me a new pair of running shoes, because the soles on mine are worn almost all the way through and I've been getting nasty blisters because of it.
We were just mutually very pleased with each other, and ourselves. It was a cute moment.
I think we're on the same wavelength a lot of the time. Not in a weird psychic twin connection way, but because we know each other so completely, and are very aware of each other's needs. It's nice to live with her again. I don't have many female friends, unfortunately. I'm painfully, painfully shy around women. But being around my sister again has helped satisfy the part of me that craves that.
I've realized that the easy thing about many friendships with men (this occurred to me while I was running a few days ago, actually), and I'm not trying to paint you all with a broad brush here...these are just observations based on my experience, is that there is less required of me, emotionally. I don't have to open up as long as I have something interesting to say and can keep up the witty banter. I've always gravitated towards men for this reason, and I think I've missed out on because of it.
Not that I haven't had some awesome friendships with men over the years. I have, but there's a whole world of wonderful, intelligent, insightful, empathetic women out there I've been sort of ignoring.
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tryptamine_____:
hmm. i, too, am painfully (ridiculously, stupidly, etc) shy around women. i always thought it might have helped if i had had a strong female presence like a sister when i was growing up...

i guess i have to go search for some other lame excuse now. wink
Jun 18, 2002
zona:
i too have been for the longest time very shy and even competitive around women. but within the last year or so i have been trying really hard to get over it and i have made alot more women friends. trouble is, now im just attracted to all of them. the reason that it is trouble is that i have a boyfriend and all i want is women!
Jun 19, 2002

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