Today I leave for 6 weeks to do some seriously lame shit... worst thing is some stuff is being left in a delicate manner and for my hopes and dreams and wishes they survive the transgression of me being out for such an extended period of time hopefully i'll find some internet places in scottland and france ... till i get there and get a chance to update! peachskitty and I are doing better and hopfully after all is said and done and I get back her and I can spend some time together and get through all of our issues and make that final step in a relationship and get married .... God i'm so fucking excited i can't see straight ... she is the love of my life and hopefully all will go well for the 2 of us and niether of us will have problems come up while i'm gone or when i get back or anytime after that.... everyone wish me luck and send good vibes for me and Cindy monster =D


-=b