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Guh... i'm back only for 7 days to head out for another 12 =/ thats going to fucking suck... on a lighter note though i'm getting the chance to talk to some cool people and some close people .... just got a lot to work through but i think it can be done.... but ..... at least augest i won't be out all that much...
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YAY! i'm back.... for a day.... =/ Things are going shitty on the boat as usual but thats to be expected .... short of that everything is still the same ... who knows i might just be changing all my shit again cause it could all be for not =/ and with such a short time to see weither it falls apart or stay together...
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Well things are at a big crossroads in my life I sent Cindy a HUGE letter about things that have to change and happen for us to kinda make things work out and get through our issues ... its going to be rough... considering the altimatum that i left on it is quite rough ... but it needs to happen... every thing is still horrible...
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Yet again yesterday was a depressing as fuck kinda hay but oh well who am i to care... things are in such flux in my life its hard to evaluate the out come... many things have been agreed upon but it will all depend on the actions taken by the other party and not that of my own.

Right now the only thing thats been...
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Cazy days, Crazy times, everything is kinda outta whack... who knows where the dice will land now... its really up to the people involved... but i'm optamistic.

Well things seem to have really REALLY settled down for me. Its great and I couldn't be happier with some of the decissions i've made and things i've worked out and plan on moving on with.

and now I leave you with somthing i wrote as an opinion.

"Things changing so frequently ... and my emotions are like the sand on the deep blue ocean...
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As I grow older I realize how peculear humanity is.... and how quickly things can flux. From perection... to total and utter shit... I however never realized recently how much a single human being can mean to you. How even with great flaws... personality issues... and a palethera of others you can literally love this person with every fiber of your body. You subjigate yourself...
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I just read these ... i'm now far more educated and wiser... + its a great writing style humor and knowledge rolled into one !

for eating out =D
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Oral+Sex/topics/236123/

for bj's
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Oral+Sex/topics/235513/

Also noting i recently took a SUPER HUGE geek test and scored 45.75937% - Super Geek
FUCK YEAH you to can find out how geeky you just truely are at the following...
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HOLY SHIT!!!!!! BACK IN THE STATES FUCKING FINALLY!

i'm back in the states from a very univentful exersize spanning the past 6 weeks... but good news is soon i will update with a HUGE folder of pics from schotland and france ... so i hope that all of you enjoy thoroughly =D

till then i'll update again with a much larger blog but for now...
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HOLY FUCKING SHIT I'M BLOGGING!!!!!!!!!!


I write my blog today in Breast France at the Pates Glaces cafe. things went well for our little military excursion... so i am very much looking forward to the massive potential of going home and spending some leave time with my beautiful fiancepeachskitty short of that my fare friend once i return from said excursion i plan on...
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Things changing so frequently ... and my emotions are like the sand on the deep blue ocean floor, ever shifting ever moving ever fleeting.... but there is one thing right in the middle of it all ... a large coral reef .... My Cindy ...

Hopefully this 6 week deployment will just wizz by and be over b4 i know it.... i hope so ......
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....ship was on fire... kinda sux but not much ya can do about it... so we leave tomorrow instead of today...well cindy didn't want anything to do with the sweet things i left her so ... i'm officially giving up... it is now abundantly clear that my opinion and voice mean nothing to her.

-=b