gillywrist

yikes so I try to keep this journal light.
happy happy you know?

and making important things sound trivial. I dunno. makes it easier to handle sometimes.

I have an appointment tomorrow for the tattoo I want on my hand. serious like. discuss with artist time.

I appreciate the concern. they have. for my future job employment. but does it gotta be so belittling with a belated 'i wasn't trying to give you shit'? ..yea. I'm sorry I don't have a sleeve yet. I'm saving money. I need to be out of armslength from my father.

Its not a visible. 'hey look I'm hardcore.' if I wanted to be hardcore I'd knife myself in the face. not get a puny tattoo on my finger. if I wanted to be hardcore. I'd get a std-ridden bleeding vagina on the back of my hand that I could makeout with.

so I'm not awesomely elated. just tired and sortve sad.