ok. uh. active.
so I look like a niiiiightmare. my wisdom teeth were impacted? so they had to crack, snap, and drill em out of my jaw bone.
surgery was great. I was awake and ived/oxygened spacey and blinking. not a care in the world. I wish I could live that sometimes. maybe the past five years. just blinking and passing time until I was free to do as I pleased with my body and mind.
Oh god. now I sound like some sort of spiritual hippy buttplug.
so active. active. I dunno. I use this place for sanity and information. I use it to help some cutttters. cause I wish I could be.
I write and live elsewhere.
but I'll try to keep this thing alive.
ps.starr is fucking gorgeous and the carefree bubbly vibe of the set? she seems effin infectious-personality-chick.
cue dreamy eyes and major crushin power now.
so I look like a niiiiightmare. my wisdom teeth were impacted? so they had to crack, snap, and drill em out of my jaw bone.
surgery was great. I was awake and ived/oxygened spacey and blinking. not a care in the world. I wish I could live that sometimes. maybe the past five years. just blinking and passing time until I was free to do as I pleased with my body and mind.
Oh god. now I sound like some sort of spiritual hippy buttplug.
so active. active. I dunno. I use this place for sanity and information. I use it to help some cutttters. cause I wish I could be.
I write and live elsewhere.
but I'll try to keep this thing alive.
ps.starr is fucking gorgeous and the carefree bubbly vibe of the set? she seems effin infectious-personality-chick.
cue dreamy eyes and major crushin power now.
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longtimecoming:
you are a pretty jersey girl 
idiotsguide:
It is August 12. If you do not update your journal, I will find you at that shitty diner in Westwood with a satellite hooked laptop and make you do so. I like to see what my SG friends are up too and when there is a week between journals I begin to get that fear of abandonment thing.