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gilliam89

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Sunday Dec 19, 2010

Dec 19, 2010
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At present, the world around me is without movement. The snow has fallen and is illuminating London as the street lamps reflect off the lily white layers. Friends have gone home, the house is but a shell of the laughter and arguments that filled it but a week ago. It's only been four months, yet I can honestly determine them as my longest four months to date.

Last piece of work finished and I don't feel any better for it; instead, alone trying to keep warm in bed, the central heating don't work, I have no food and just want a big bloody cuddle if I'm honest. Four months it's taken me to realize that life is a state of mind, it's what you make it for yourself and my University course just isn't going to cut the mustard. I need to stop smoking weed and put the many production ideas into...well production.

We can dramatize the most minor of events - much like the news have over the snow - yet having no really written anything beyond some surreal banter on SG in a while, thought I'd share some thoughts.

I hope everyone is well and looking forward to the holidays. Peace out xx
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sealion:
Big cuddles for you!

Snow is always good, despite what the news says. It is almost cleansing. It makes people more determined and more focused on what is important, which sounds like what has happened with you. kiss
Dec 21, 2010
gilliam89:
You're all such lovely pandas, thank you for the awesome comments. And yeah Sullen, I shall be texting you at some point with an odd observation. I still have yet to receive cuddles for me troubles, but they in themselves disappeared as soon as I came home to the 'shire to enjoy home comforts such as warmth.

Have a jazzy Christmas, all of you! oink X
Dec 21, 2010

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