gillette

Wow. Thank you wow. i dont know what to say. the whole scream fire, not rape thing- very good idea, i never really though about that -Funny thing is, normally i dont lack common sence as much as i did last night when all of that happened. - I grew up in a place where being molested, or being raped at least once, was a very common thing for women- and the sad thng is, it seems thats pretty much how it is all over the place now.

but with that came the whole, teach yourself as you grow way of looking at things, and the 'be paranoid, its better to be safe than sorry' way of looking at things- and it taught me a lot- I dont know exactly what i was thinking last night, i wasnt drunk, because i choose not to drink and drive. -but i dont know, i had that gut feeling, but kind of brushed it off- and now i think, thats when somthings going to happen ya know? as soon as you let your guard down- and push that gut feeling aside, thats when something is goign to happen. Im glad it didnt get to a worse point- and im glad ive learned something from it.

i had mace in my car, but living where i do, nothing like that really happens- so cleaning out my car, i once again lacked comon sence, and took it out of my car.. whihc was a big mistake, because just because somthing hasnt happend doesnt mean it never can- and of course thats the purpose for mace in the first place. so yah, i thought my mom had taken it out, but remembered cleaning out my car and taking it out.

Wow, i really appriciate what you took the time to say. -it made me think -and, wow, after that epesode, i need to do some thinking right? i really really appriciate that a lot- advice is a great thing to me, because a lot of times its really very helpful, if the person chooses to take the adivce, and i deffinantly am going to take it.

thank you, gillette- so much! -i was really speachless after reading that, because how many people that i talk to even in my everyday life give such great advice, and take the time to tell me what you did? is kind of what i thought- i mean, i told my mom- and she reacted by saying 'well, that was a stupid thing to do' which, of course it was- but what should i do, if that were to happen again? was kind of what i was looking for. -so, again, i appriciate it- you gave me more to think about and learn from it than my mom did. and that means a lot. *hug*