gigidejour

It's my birthday! Happy Birthday to me! Normally I would be more excited than I am today... but my long-term boyfriend just left me last Wednesday.... I hate to say it but I think he left me partly because he found out that I was a member of this site.... Which is wrong... He claimed that I was hiding it from him... and I wasn't I just didn't mention it because I didn't think it would have been important to him and the time i spent with him, normally we would just talk about ourselves. I have been trying to have a good time and it has not been working out so much lately... but Sunday suddenly I did have a good time with naked beer table slides. Maybe with a ton of bruises to prove my indecent activities I can finally feel free, meaning that if he were to come back I could not take the paranoid fool back due to the fact I finally could not explain my activities while we were apart. Maybe suddenly part of why I can smile was a little s&m with a old lover. I just feel like I cannot go back and even if I do not want to except the changes I am going to have to.