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I am such a lucky bunny. . . no? Of course not!! Sam is talking to me again. I had to stop being hard headed and say hello. We babbled for a while and well ya we talk again. Whooopie doo! He has a gf now. ::frowns:: Something is definitly wrong with me. Why do I have to go after a guy 3hrs away from me?! So stupid. So now I am being a good friend and comforting him since his gf is being a bitch and un supportive of him being on Canadian idol. ::sighs:: Well I guess I rather be a friend then a gf. Friends last longer then gf's. . . no? I think they do. Anyways I can always weasel my way in his life by being sweet on him and being the girl he deserves. Not that I will trick him or anything fucked up like that. I will just be a friend. If something comes from it, cool. If nothing comes well I can never say what if. I confused him that's where I made the error like I so much do on a reg bases with guys. No one really knows the truth when it comes to me liking someone. Sometimes it seems like I am just smitten for someone when really I just like to be a friend or maybe just not be anything at all. And other times I am just plan rude and ignore u. And lots of times this means I am nuts for u. I am a weird gal. . .When we chatted yesterday I mention I liked him alot(before I knew he got a gf again). He seemed shocked. Maybe that's a sign that he liked me? And that I can still have a chance when hes dumped by his gf. They really don't seem to be doing well together. Which is too bad bc hes just a sweetie. Such an amazing catch. I cant understand why she's so pissy with him. Tho I try to give the benefit of the doubt. I actually was making excuses up for the girl. He was talking about his problems and all I did was say well maybe college is getting to her its the end of the year there's a lot of pressure. A friend of mine was like N"O! tell him shes messed up and he should dump her ass". Tho I just couldn't do that. I mean I like him to start finding interest in me but hell I am not going to sabotage there relationship. They can do that on there own. Anyway I believe in karma and wish nothing of the sort to happen to any of the mates I date in the future.