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She looked like a doll. I just sat back feet propped up on the coffee table in the library dazed and bored from lack of responsibilities. Its like this every day 10am to 11am. I just sit tired and restless in the library procrastinating about doing homework. And then she comes in. So fake. . . so perfect? Or thats what many would think. I enjoy the view. Imagine about 56 115lbs parlor tanned skin dressed in finest Abercrombie & Fitch. She looks way to high maintenance for my taste. I just couldnt understand the tan skin. We live in damn Buffalo been dark for like months and here this girl walks in like hey I just came from the islands. I never understood the concept of tanning. I catch a glimpse of her doe eyes looking at me observe her. I look over naturally around like I just passed my eyes across her like she was nothing special. She gives a bitter look like theres something mentally wrong with me to look. I look over myself now feeling like crap. Wondering what happen to my sense of fashion. There was a time I actually cared what I looked like. Here I lay back at the height 56 145lbs of just wasting flesh. I start to compare my looks due to boredom and well maybe I can learn something the way this girl presents herself. Her hair is pined up dyed blond on top and her bottom hair is dark. Quite intense contrast but suits her well with her tanned skin. My hair just falls over my shoulders in waves of reddish brown with some light blondish highlights in front. She paints her eyes with dark shadow and definitely fake lashes and to top it off a nice nude lipstick. I just wash my face and apply gloss. Her skin is tanned and mine is cream slight olive tone. Shes wearing low rise jeans with a striped tight shirt thats showing her midriff. I am in low riders and a fitted t-shirt that says rub gently over that I wear a black sweatshirt. I then run it over in my mind again her and me her and me. I find I like myself just the way I am. No need to fuss over tanning and makeup. Especially when u find u do well with out it. I mean why fix it when its not broke right? Though I could use to lose 10lbs. Note to oneself start running on treadmill again. . .