gigglefuckbunny

this is just a freewrite of me dreaming. . . none of this happen its just a thought. . . ::sighs::


I saw him on the sofa sitting with his friends chatting. I was scared and shocked. He probably would think I was stalking him. I mean why else was I there. How did I ever end up hanging out with the same circle of friends? Im not sure. . . what made me the guiltiest was my thoughts. I had wild thoughts of just pulling him aside and kissing him. I didnt want to just kiss him tho. I wanted more. . .

Is that so crazy but to want more from someone that you barely know?

I stared at him just blanking out as he did the same. Neither one of us knew what to say or do. Finally I collected myself and acted like I didnt even know him. He seems abit shocked as I said hello and walked off with my friend to the bedroom. I mean what else should I had said? I didnt know what was appropriate to say. So I acted like nothing. Like I didnt even remember what he looked like. He did know who I was tho. Either that or he was taken by my beauty. I highly doubt about the second thought so I will assume he remembered me.

I sat on Christ bed listening to him babble about his girl problems. My mind kept wondering to the other in the living room. I kept wondering what I should say to him if anything. I also had sweet dreams of me getting together with him. I then fear he might leave and that was the only time I would be able to say hello to him. I sat on edge not knowing what was going to happen next. I then heard Christ call my name. . . my attention spin back to him. He smiled asking what I was thinking about. I told him I was all about his problems and to talk away. He laughed at me and dragged me out of the bedroom over to the living room. I nervously jumped away from his hand telling him I was fine in his room. He said we should all hang out.

Before I knew it I was sitting right next to him. Sam. . . . I sank in the sofa trying to act normal and like nothing. I kept my attention to the other boys as Sam looked at me a few times seeming to study me. Finally a few of the guys had to go and Christ girlfriend came over dragging him in the bedroom. I sat uneasy realizing I was the only one left with him. I turned my head over to him looking over at him.

Sam sat lazily in the sofa studying me with he blue eyes. I paused as I caught his eyes to mine. I couldnt believe he was here. Never the less I couldnt believe he hadnt walked away yet. I looked down at my hands trying to keep myself from staring. Nervously when I heard him starting to talk I brushed my hair with my hand. He said the word so waiting for me to initiate some sort of conversation with him. I looked up and said so myself and then paused finding myself looking in his eyes again. He laughed at me and said something about me being prettier in person. I turned beet red by the comment. All I wanted to do was crawl in a hole. I wasnt ready to meet him. I was a mess today. Why did he have to meet me after a day playing in the woods smelling of grass and sweat?

He then stood up and said he had to go and walked off. I stood sitting there staring at the imprint of where he had sat. I finally came to my sense and ran outside watching him walking off. I called out his name and ask if he could stay. He said he had to leave. I ran up in front of him and asked if I scared him. He laughed and said no. With out thinking I got on my toes and kissed him. He didnt move away but started to kiss me back. My eyes weld with tears as I kissed him more feverishly. I tugged at his shirt wanting to get as close as I could to him. I pulled away and asked again stay. . . please. He kissed me again and asked why. I murmured in his hear "because I miss you and I think I like you."