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Wow , everytime I write on this thing I notice it has been a decade since the last!

AAAAAANyways, What's been new lately?
Well, Ive had a review at work that went really well. Due to economy issues there wasn't a raise in my pay but more like a performance review. My boss only had good things to say about me. Which since I clean his office each night and make him his " strong" tea each day so I'd expect nothing less LOL. Actually he did mention that I text message too much but come on now! Im a popular woman! LOL not really... I just like to communicate with my Bf

Hmm, well the weather is improving in Canada. We had a rough week last week of -20+ with the wind chill and let me tell you that was fucking brutal!! There was no way of keeping warm in that shit! We had 8C weather today but incredibly rainy but fuck that is better than snow

And with all this warmer weather approaching im starting to get the worried feeling that most of us plump girls get when its time to shed the clothing .. Last year this time I was 200 lbs and managed to lose almost 40 lbs from march to mid April due to a breakup which demanded I now walked everywhere (I don't drive) stop eating fast food, and have some sort of home cooking eating schedule. Im sure I've talked about this before but meh. Ive gained just under 10lbs back since then and I'm trying to lose another 35lbs again. So anyways, I guess lately Ive been getting down about my body a lil. I have bouts of this like most females do but I'm starting to feel sad and its making me question if my boyfriend is attracted to me at all. He gives me little reason to think this and I know its all in my head but it's terrorizing my mind and I think if I could just make the changes I would be happier. People are suggesting 'cleanses' and 'weight loss enhancing' pills but Im not into that. I want to be proud of myself for just changing my diet and being more active. Seriously , I just want to look foxy in a bikini!!! LOL Fuck man, Ive been chunky for too long!

I've been waiting on my photos STILL! and I guess many of you are starting to think Im talkin' pure shit LOL but there was some problems with the CD's that my photographer had given to my photoshopper but it's now in the works and from last I heard that things were looking good so I guess I have a lil more waiting to do but patience is a virtue my nana always said

Well I hope all of you are radical and if you made it this far in reading I grant you a gold star! LOL
Mwah

Love T

P.S. How much do you fucking love this picture!!?? ( my Gf Miss. Whiskey)