giga_geo

every night i sit at my computer.
talking on the internet.
summarizing my day.
listening to music on my headphones.
dancing a little.
till i decide it's time to start shutting down my brain for the night.



but now is not that time.
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lately i have been falling in love with everyone.
i see someone. i wonder who they are, what they want, what...
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i have been falling in love with everyone.

i want to know them, confide in them, jump into their lives to take it all in. i want them to hold me, to let me look into their eyes. shower me with kisses. run their hands along the curves of my hips. i want to feel my skin on theirs, unable to tell who is who....
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green tea makes my mouth taste metallic.



i wonder what metallica would taste like.

hmm.

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i totally offended someone with my video art.

he said my video was self-indulgent.
i agreed.

my life is self-indulgent. why can't my art be?
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and geo has a date tonight.

whoo.
i feel as giddy as a 21 year old school girl.
who isn't drunk.... yet.

self-indulge me.

today is was sitting in the grad student art studios (located under the bleachers at the soccer field) waiting for my professor to return with a mocha for me after she shipped a box full of foam stuffing and wax molds (dyed foam stuffing as a jell-o replacement).

i sat reading sartre (a book i had just found lying around the studio) while sitting amongst...
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march 11-27th: house-sitting in la.
march 27th-june 16th: santa barbara.
june 16th-???: ???

sweden fell through.
right when i was getting really excited about it.

today. i called my mother.

my father told her that i should find an older boy who has good earning potential and marry him.

*screams, then runs away*

ME! MARRIED?!?!?! hahahahahahahahahahaha, says the .


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march 6th-17th: stockholm, swedan.
march 18th-22nd: los angeles.
march 22nd-27th: marin/san francisco or house-sitting in la.
march 27th-june 16th: santa barbara.
june 16th-???: ???

march 5th-17th: stockholm, swedan.
march 18th-22nd: los angeles.
march 22nd-27th: marin/san francisco.
march 27th-june 16th: santa barbara.
june 16th-???: ???

not only have i managed to unbind myself.

stress can't seem to get to me, i feel free, good. optimistic about everything that the world holds for me. i feel loved, by myself. and i am the best lover their is.

magical.



i have so much school work to do. but again, no stress.

i am, perhaps, leaving for swedan on march 7th to help...
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you are twice as likely to be killed by your lover than a stranger.