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as some of you know, i was going to move to boston in the fall.

not for any real reason.
just to get out of california, force myself into the real world and out of my comfort zone. i was going to move with a friend, who is going to emerson out there.

well, she emailed me. telling me that she was going to live...
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jeremy:
I'm sorry it all fell through like that. However, if the Boston job is anywhere near the best of the bunch, I highly suggest it smile

Boston's probably my favorite US city. Except for the winters.
koleeta:
it's just another stupid life lesson telling you that if you're going to rely on anyone it had better be yourself. I hate that lesson.

I think I will be doing the same thing when i graduate. well actually no, i wish i could but i would be just as scared - mostly about finances though. I don't mind being alone anymore, i just spent the last two years of my life being "alone" - more alone than i've ever felt before, anyway.
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ok.

so... my life might have just been turned upside down.
but no point in fretting.

getting all worked up.




shit happens.

now deal with it.
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babybeezer:
me too. shit.
freyja__:
when do you move to the east coast?
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goddammit.

i thought i taught myself not to rely on other people.







grr. i am so mad, i might just cry.


mad
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jasechase:
What's the what with that. You have to give everyone the benifit of the doubt... There is no accounting for other peoples actions or feelings. You can't go through life without trusting some people. That would be a very lonely life. We all learn from our mistakes and hopefully won't make the same one's again and again. So don't be hard on yourself. I feel bad for whatever did happen, but karma is a bitch. remember to be kind, for every soul is engaged in a great battle.
superscott:
crying never solved anything execpt running your eye makeup
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fucking ouch.



this is so not what i needed right now.
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i never update this damn thing.

so when i do i feel this enormous pressure to make it good. make it worthy.

(i really like this font. it's just so compact and it looks great with no capitalization. i like all my letters to be equal. just cause something is in front doesn't mean it's better, or just cause it's proper doesn't mean it's better....
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jasechase:
geo has the best profile pics evah! Oh and what's up with that maple leaf flag dealio? ooo aaa
jasechase:
Silly girl smile I am back form my trip and just slowly posting pics a new city every day or two. My family on my dad's side is Canadian too. Toronto to be exact.
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spent the last couple of days moving.

i have a ridiculous amount of clothes.
about 10 garbage bags worth.
holy fuck.




now, let the couch surfing begin.
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jasechase:
Wanna couch surf in LA?

Hey I know I haven't commented in a long time. I have been gone traveling for a while. I have lots of new pics from Amsterdam, Iceland, NYC up on my page. I am putting the others from London and Paris up soon too. Stop by and say hey sometime. Peace - Jase ooo aaa
rawr_ima_monster:
A-fuckin-Hem.
-like you have anyhting cooler to do. get with the program.
Dave

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college is slowing down to an end.

graduations are happening.
people are successfully picking up their degrees.
i fucked up this quarter, but in the end it has all worked out.

i am not only walking in the art graduation, i am getting a fucking monetary award!

needless to say, i am proud of myself.



i still have summer school.
taking the maximum units.
living...
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babybeezer:
this made me think of you

acidevangelist:
down by the river?

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it's all halting to an end.



i am excited to let go.
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koleeta:
I fear change.
thefuckoffkid:
Finishing college?