giga_geo

i never update this damn thing.

so when i do i feel this enormous pressure to make it good. make it worthy.

(i really like this font. it's just so compact and it looks great with no capitalization. i like all my letters to be equal. just cause something is in front doesn't mean it's better, or just cause it's proper doesn't mean it's better. it just means it liks tea.)

this summer has been weird.

i am staying in my best friend's stead. she is gone.
most of my friends are gone from this land.
i have a decent handful of friends, some old some new. but it's still very lonely here. i feel very lost.
no partner in crime.
no hug on command.

but it's been a good summer so far. very good indeed.
being outdoors. (geo?? outdoors??? I KNOW!)
playing lots of beer pong, enjoying the last few ounces of my college life, even though i don't much enjoy that business. i still feel like i could work up an appreciation for it.

i am reading the AA book as well as prozac nation. i feel like these books are making me insane.
which is compunding the weirdness of my mood and my summer.

it's filled with loneliness and laughter.

odd combination.


well now my head hurts.
and i have to go write a program for summer school.
oh goody.