not only have i managed to unbind myself.
stress can't seem to get to me, i feel free, good. optimistic about everything that the world holds for me. i feel loved, by myself. and i am the best lover their is.
magical.
i have so much school work to do. but again, no stress.
i am, perhaps, leaving for swedan on march 7th to help a professor set up her exhibit. but she hasn't given me any dates. or any useful information at all. and it's only in 3 weeks, so i might not go. it would be an amazing experience... but jesus. she is more flakey than me.
which is a lot to say.
and i don't really want to spend my birthday in a foreign country where i don't know anyone. so i will either be in la (i would want to stay there that whole weekend.. anyone want to let me crash) or i will go to this sg europe meet. either one sounds like a good way to spend my birthday.
i still have no idea what is going to happen after college. but again, it doesn't scare me. i will either move to sf with eileen or to nyc, london or budapest with sanam.
i need to get out of here. sb is slowly strangling me. it's just.. not enough, but too much all at the same time.
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oh and i need some help. this is for la or sb people. i am making a video for my art class. for part of it, i would like to have some bondage scenes. but i don't have any of the gear that i imagine i want to use. can anyone help me out by letting me get restrained and then film me?
haha.
what a great request.
(this would ideally be done before the 28th of february)
stress can't seem to get to me, i feel free, good. optimistic about everything that the world holds for me. i feel loved, by myself. and i am the best lover their is.
magical.
i have so much school work to do. but again, no stress.
i am, perhaps, leaving for swedan on march 7th to help a professor set up her exhibit. but she hasn't given me any dates. or any useful information at all. and it's only in 3 weeks, so i might not go. it would be an amazing experience... but jesus. she is more flakey than me.
which is a lot to say.
and i don't really want to spend my birthday in a foreign country where i don't know anyone. so i will either be in la (i would want to stay there that whole weekend.. anyone want to let me crash) or i will go to this sg europe meet. either one sounds like a good way to spend my birthday.
i still have no idea what is going to happen after college. but again, it doesn't scare me. i will either move to sf with eileen or to nyc, london or budapest with sanam.
i need to get out of here. sb is slowly strangling me. it's just.. not enough, but too much all at the same time.
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oh and i need some help. this is for la or sb people. i am making a video for my art class. for part of it, i would like to have some bondage scenes. but i don't have any of the gear that i imagine i want to use. can anyone help me out by letting me get restrained and then film me?
haha.
what a great request.
(this would ideally be done before the 28th of february)
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I have a futon mattress/couch also, if you get south of LA for your birthday.
[Edited on Feb 17, 2005 12:54PM]