giga_geo

i have been tempted to cancel my account.

in fact, i have cancelled it. then i freak out and uncancel it.

i keep wondering what it is that keeps me here. hanging on by a thread of friends.

but then i know.

i am here because of my friends. i know i don't see you guys and i know i am a flake and i know i met you on a porn site. but i know that you are there.

i know that you care and if i needed you would all come up here and rescue me. i know that i have people who care.

and you guys have really saved my life.
just knowing you are there makes me so happy.



and i hope you know i am here for you.
and i hope that brings a smile to your face.