giamarie

i used to have a xanga, but people who knew me would read it and then i'd have to deal when i was in highschool. i wish i never deleted it, because it sucks starting over. i printed the whole thing, but to type it all would be not only emotionally draining, but physically impossible.

everyone is here at my house playing video games and i'm just not in the mood. made ziti for dinner and cookies, but i forgot about the cookies and they burned up. i'm exhausted. my body is numb, but my wrists want to touch the ceiling fans.

i feel so unstable lately. so tired and drained. i sleep alot, i'm always hungry. i wish i could just sleep more and eat less. my hands shake when my sugar gets low so i can't not eat at work. i have to have a steady hand to put pretty permanent pictures on people. ink ink ink

my veins are so popped out today. it makes me wonder.

it all makes me wonder


i need to write here more often. i need to let go more often

i need i need i need i want

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