giablo69

well I havent updated here really for a little bit so heres whats new. Stephanie and I are still together and things seem to be going well. made crabcakes and 4 cheese pasta for dinner for us last nite that was tasty. watched some of the drawn together uncut didnt realize how crazy that show is but it was funny. friday nite Stephanie has invited me to go to dinner at a friend of her so I agreed only fair since Meg's invited me and Stephanie over for lasagna dinner on sunday.

havent been in a realationship that appears to work for quite some time, so I get a bit nervous about it every now and again. shit to be honest this is about the time when I start to self destruct every realationship that I have been in for the last few years, part of it is that I think too much aboutwhere its going and usually I dont see it coming to anything but a sexual thing. this time seems a bit different Im just kinda taking it day by day and not looking too much to the future, maybe that will make a difference maybe it wont but so far so good.

I think alot of it this time is because my head got so fucked up after Jess last fall, man I was really in love with her and that scared both of us, I still have sporadic issues about it but Im trying not to let that show. well thats all for now until next time......