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ghouletta

The Desert.

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Sunday Jul 10, 2011

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Is it sad or inspirational?

That I, the Singer, has gone from the stage back to her locked little room in the hopes of getting to the stage again? Is my dream inspirational? Are my actions, sad?

Its ritual for me. I pick out all the songs I wish I created, press play then clear out a spot on my floor to be my stage. I literally have my eyes closed the whole time pretending Im singing in teh Comma courtyard, in a stadium, in a candlelit lit alleyway in Europe. For someone I have fallen in love with or people I wish had fallen in love with me.

Is it sad or inspirational?

Is it sad that its all pretend or is it inspirational that I have such big dreams for myself?

Maybe it is both. Maybe, I dont quite know yet.

All I know for sure is that I live to express myself for you, to make it okay for you to express yourself for me. I live to touch your heart, for my sound to travel from my soul to yours. Very intimate, very real.

This is what I live for.

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