*sigh* why is it so hard to love someone? but could it be that i'm just in love because it is someone unattainable? the only reason i'm able to go on each day is the hope that i could change, and that her feelings might change. but then doesn't that make me an evil bitch? it's not that i don't care about these other people...both...
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ghostina:
did you know that everything i say...usually means absolutely nothing to people? never.
elise:
hi there :-) i just wanted to say i was the one who took the whole set of myself on my digital camera just by holding it and snapping away!! but now that tatum has this digital cam with a timer, i won't have to do that ever again! and of course SHE can always take future sets of me 
and i get to take some of her.... i can't wait!!
and i get to take some of her.... i can't wait!!woooo i'm kinda drunk! i just got home from a night of drinking and karaoke fun w/ my little sis and my friend rebecca! 
i swear...i was soooo turned on by some of the girls there..whew... this one hot as hell blonde chick sang "fever" and "big spender"...ohmigod...i'm in love. *sigh* i almost creamed my pants! not to mention i had rebecca sitting next to...
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i swear...i was soooo turned on by some of the girls there..whew... this one hot as hell blonde chick sang "fever" and "big spender"...ohmigod...i'm in love. *sigh* i almost creamed my pants! not to mention i had rebecca sitting next to... Read More
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tryptamine_____:
wow, you just reminded me of my best friend heidi, who i've known for 6 years.
in other words, you rock.
in other words, you rock.
tatum:
I still have to suggest that set to Elise, the poor little thing got a horrible migraine at work! I hope she's ok, I haven't talked to her since 5 
I'm sorry you girly got in trouble That's weird to bring that up so late like that! Sounds like you had an awesome time last night though!
I'm sorry you girly got in trouble
That's weird to bring that up so late like that! Sounds like you had an awesome time last night though!*sigh* too much to do today! i have a supposed job interview...kinda sorta this afternoon...and my little sis is coming to stay with me for the night..she's 18. i think we'll have a good time...other than the fact that i need to do some serious cleaning of the house before she comes and i really don't have time! eek.
i had a nice time out...
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emily:
yes...I would LOVE to see a pic!!!!!
tatum:
Wow you guys definitely have to do that set together! That would be amazing!! I'll talk to Elise about doing that set I was talking about, we already have about 3 planned already though 
I hope everything went ok today! *hugs*
I hope everything went ok today! *hugs*
not too much going on today... i'm feeling much better than yesterday though. got wayyy too drunk and stoned last night though...oopsie! i puked all over michelle's house! then i made their toilet clog from my puke...awww....oh well i've barfed a jillion times in their house. i think it was b/c i didn't really eat much yesterday, so there really wasn't anything to sop up...
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got wayyy too drunk and stoned last night though...oopsie! i puked all over michelle's house! then i made their toilet clog from my puke...awww....oh well i've barfed a jillion times in their house. i think it was b/c i didn't really eat much yesterday, so there really wasn't anything to sop up... Read More
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ghostina:
hey tatum...that would be sooo cool if we did do a set together..we'll see! it's very possible..she's still waiting to hear about her application though..i know she'll get in though. i can't wait for everyone to meet her..she's so cool. *sigh*
it's very possible..she's still waiting to hear about her application though..i know she'll get in though. i can't wait for everyone to meet her..she's so cool. *sigh*
tatum:
Lol nice new pic I can tell you'll miss that feature once you become all official and everything
And to answer your question, Missy usually tells you something about the set you sent in within a few days if she hasn't commented already. And don't offended if it's short and sweet And unfortunately it took Elise and I about three months to finally get on once our sets were submitted. There's just too many girls wanting to be on the site all of the sudden lol. Those all new girl weeks sure help though! I can't wait to see what you set will look like!
I can tell you'll miss that feature once you become all official and everything
And to answer your question, Missy usually tells you something about the set you sent in within a few days if she hasn't commented already. And don't offended if it's short and sweet
And unfortunately it took Elise and I about three months to finally get on once our sets were submitted. There's just too many girls wanting to be on the site all of the sudden lol. Those all new girl weeks sure help though! I can't wait to see what you set will look like!i hate everything!! i just do....i don't even want to talk about it...
why does my life suck so much?! urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sniff* well i did apply for some jobs today..hopefully something good will happen eventually. anyways tis all for now.
i just do....i don't even want to talk about it...
why does my life suck so much?! urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sniff* well i did apply for some jobs today..hopefully something good will happen eventually. anyways tis all for now.
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bionicfemme:
Oh no! If it makes you feel better, I forgot to tell you how much I enjoyed that pic from your set; the theme is so inventive and I really like the beer bottle, very VERY sexy. You look so cute in it! Missy and Spooky will have to pick it for sure!
emily:
I want to see....
alright..the job hunt is on! i AM getting a job today.. i will do it...that's what i'm going to keep telling myself anyway. lets see.... watress...art teacher...graphic design job...*sigh* whatever i just need some money! hehe anyways i guess this is kind of a boring journal entry...maybe more later.
lets see.... watress...art teacher...graphic design job...*sigh* whatever i just need some money! hehe anyways i guess this is kind of a boring journal entry...maybe more later. well, i finally got my pictures developed yesterday! at first i hated them, but my gf that took them made me feel more confidant...sooo i hope that everyone will like them. i'm scared right now b/c basically i have no money...i just had to pay a shitload of bills, and that leaves me pretty much broke. i had to pay almost 100 bucks to get...
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alpha:
im sure youll figure it all out.
ahh i finally got a few ideas out of my tired brain...hopefully the guy will like them..if not, back to the drawing board. speaking of drawing...i painted a really cool self portrait today..if i do say so myself! but i'm annoyed now and irritated at everything! urgh i want to get out of this town so bad! someone come rescue me! well...i take it back..atlanta...
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kingskottie:
been all over the world. atlanta is the biggest little town in the world. mayberry on crack. the town that the air stayed away from. as for a scene... you gotta love the EARL. but shit... i need a good record store!
spaceboy611:
yeah winter is quite gloomy here in seattle... however the sun is out and quite warm most of the summer and the rain makes it green everywhere at the first glimpse of spring.. this city is beautiful in many ways.. including a lot of girls around town..
i actually got tired of san diego and moved north gradually to get away from all the conservatives, no change in season, and how spread out southern california is..
..this town needs a monorail! (simpsons reference).. actually there is one here in seattle but it doesn't go anywhere important.. well, the space needle to downtown.. but how often do seattleites go there? not much..
now i'm rambling.. in your journal... but i'm glad you like pinback.. more people should like pinback..
well if you do graphic design, you'd probably do well on the west coast.. and you'd probably adapt just fine..
ok have a nice day. - spaceboy
i actually got tired of san diego and moved north gradually to get away from all the conservatives, no change in season, and how spread out southern california is..
..this town needs a monorail! (simpsons reference).. actually there is one here in seattle but it doesn't go anywhere important.. well, the space needle to downtown.. but how often do seattleites go there? not much..
now i'm rambling.. in your journal... but i'm glad you like pinback.. more people should like pinback..
well if you do graphic design, you'd probably do well on the west coast.. and you'd probably adapt just fine..
ok have a nice day. - spaceboy
mmm i made this really delicious dinner last night for michelle and a couple other people...i wouldn't toot my own horn, but i rarely ever cook! so i was proud of myself! i made grilled salmon, homemade mashed potatoes, fresh asparagus, and garlic bread! i want more! then we watched black hawk down..which i wasn't really paying attention to...smoked some, drank wine and PBR(what a...
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bionicfemme:
Mentholgrrl said:
i'm glad your day went well with claudia!! i'm jealous! i wanna meet people. and you will definately find your princess charming! i wish i could take you on a date! *blush*
Awwww!!!!!!!!!
i'm glad your day went well with claudia!!
i'm jealous! i wanna meet people. and you will definately find your princess charming! i wish i could take you on a date! *blush*
Awwww!!!!
!!!!!i had such a lovely and exciting day yesterday! i woke up and rushed over to my gf's house to pose for my first set! i brough tequila w/ me...cause i figured i would have to loosen up a bit..and it definately worked! i had sooo much fun! it was very exciting and i definately wasn't as nervous as i thought i'd be...in fact it...
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misterseeon:
i wanna see, i wanna see
mutagen:
Being a graphic designer at Jane Magazine: My gf does work at Jane, and it's not the greatest environment. Jane herself actually has these hideous laugh lines and is getting very wrinkly, and every photo you see of her in the mag has been touched up. Most of the writing staff behave like divas, and are losing touch with reality. There really aren't many people there, either. It's like a small dictatorship run in the corner of a floor that has three other magazines. Believe me, you don't want to work in the layout department, where they are poorly paid slaves. All the good stuff comes in from the advertisers or is freelanced. The Art Director's nice, but he does most everything involving creative decisions himself, and he's not going anywhere.
I think the best thing to do, which I might try, is to get a bunch of my friends together and start our own company for freelance work.
I think the best thing to do, which I might try, is to get a bunch of my friends together and start our own company for freelance work.