ghostina

there are so many talented writers on this site...
i wish i could write beautifully and poetic so others would share with me.

i'm sad and worried for colette's dad...not sure what to say...knowing nothing i say is going to be of any help...

*sigh*
too much beer
too much pot
my throat aches like hell
unwanted emotions
memories.

i applied for another job today...haven't heard from them yet, but it's a publication that puts out apartment books..seems like that would be cool. i am so fucking sick of not having a job. i feel like such a pathetic, useless loser most of the time lately.
anyone got any atlanta job leads for a graphic designer or fine artist?

*sigh*

i want to sell a painting for 5000 dollars...if i sold a painting for that much once a month, i'd be comfy for the rest of my life.
ha! hehehe dreams.

stupid celexa pills won't let me have an orgasm. but i did yesterday! woohoohoo
i stopped taking them for a couple of days so i could have a moment of pleasure before submitting myself to medication's dulling effects.