ghostina

wow you guys..i'm sorry i suck..i say i'm that i'm back, and i haven't updated my journal in forever!
but anyway, i really really wish i could find my digital cam charger, b/c its dead right now, and i can't upload any new pics..
so not to sound too horribly pathetic, but this had to be the worst christmas ever. i won't go into details, but i just was not ina very good mental state..stress stress stress. ugh.

well, in other news, my life is about to take a pretty drastic turn. i'm going to be living by myself for the first time in my life..i'm moving out. it's really really frightening not knowing if i'm going to be able to make it..but i am trying to be optimistic.
this is something that i think is going to change my life for the better.

i'm hoping..
and restless, and nervous. my stomach is in knots, and i am so full of sexual energy and lust. and guilt.
and evilness. apathy.
lonely.

i'm starting to paint again...i was inspired by the artwork from the band Fin Fang Foom, from jacksonville, fl..from their website...and a local artist here, Travis Pack.
they make the kind of art i love and create. guerillaart
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