mmm so i just made a very yummy dinner of roast beast, mashed potatoes, and green beans! slurp. i'm becoming quite the cook if i do say so myself! 
*sigh* On another note...i'm feeling cRaZy and insane once again!! i've been off my meds for a couple weeks now and have been fine...a little extra sensitive, but i don't want to kill myself! but i went to the doctor today and was prescribed a new SSRI...Lexepro... i hope it works just as well w/out any awful sexual side effects *urgh*...but it won't be available till tomorrow!
but right now i'm feeling so jittery and anxious and angry! about what i don't know. *sigh* i've got so much fucking stress!!! i have no money whatsoever...well, i do, but it's for bills..and the tags for both my cars expire this week, and i don't think i'm going to have the money to get them right now! eek...i can't take this anymore!! but *deep breath* medicine tomorrow..i will calm down.
*having a nice tall strong drink*
BUT i had a fabulous, too-much partying weekend with colette! we went thrift store clothes and book shopping! yay and we played games and stuff...super fun!
anyway um...must go now. *sigh* insane in the membrane. i'm a dork.
*sigh* On another note...i'm feeling cRaZy and insane once again!! i've been off my meds for a couple weeks now and have been fine...a little extra sensitive, but i don't want to kill myself! but i went to the doctor today and was prescribed a new SSRI...Lexepro... i hope it works just as well w/out any awful sexual side effects *urgh*...but it won't be available till tomorrow!
but right now i'm feeling so jittery and anxious and angry! about what i don't know. *sigh* i've got so much fucking stress!!! i have no money whatsoever...well, i do, but it's for bills..and the tags for both my cars expire this week, and i don't think i'm going to have the money to get them right now! eek...i can't take this anymore!! but *deep breath* medicine tomorrow..i will calm down.
*having a nice tall strong drink*
BUT i had a fabulous, too-much partying weekend with colette! we went thrift store clothes and book shopping! yay
and we played games and stuff...super fun!
anyway um...must go now. *sigh* insane in the membrane. i'm a dork.
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deeeeeeeeeeep breath. take it easy now.
no need to get your panties in a bunch.
yay for dinner. it makes me happy when you eat.
and yay for new meds. it makes me even more happy when you are stable.
lots of love to you!
xoxo