For me, I have always had "friends" come and go, usually only talk to you or want to be around you as soon as you do something out of the ordinary i.e doing suicide girls. Over the last 10 years I have had the pleasure of meeting some very amazing, genuinely caring and thoughtful people who have stuck around even though we did not see each other on the reg. Sometimes it was months and even years at points, over the past couple of months thanks to unforeseen amazing circumstances at a music festival at the start of the year, we bumped into each other and this is now my new amazing journey has begun. Having spent many nights/ days with these amazing group of people has brought a new perspective to my eyes about friends and who true friends really are. They are the ones who stick up for you when you're not around and who make you feel like the time had never passed being apart. Thanks to them I have made new friendships and feel like I have a little family of people I could turn to whenever I need a helping hand or just someone to talk to. I have found new happiness when my life seemed to have no light, there is always aspects that I could only wish to change as I miss how things were. The point I make of this is, you will never really know who your true friends are until you feel like the emptiness in your gut is filled by laughter, tears, hugs, kisses and great hangs with people who really make you smile. <3 I can take on anything with my true friends around.
