ghettoblaster

So here I am Thursday morning Sept 25th, whats new you ask-well not much. As always, Jackie is vascilating between being a flake and being cool. Right now she is being a flake, broke our Tuesday plans and didn't call yesterday. We will see... I'm not calling first. Apartment hunting is not going well, I always have terrible luck finding a decent place. Really makes me want to take off to Seattle, but alas I have Joseph to consider, and I don't think he'd go. I'm really having a hard time right now with everything in my life, and I think my heads going to pop. Medication is not an option, but I have to say I'm not very happy. What I want to know is this, are these problems an end result or do I perpetuate them? So what came first, the chicken or the egg?