getfighted

I had a nice chat with wakeupscreaming today.
A good talk about relationships.. and I guess I hadnt thought about it recently in too much detail.. but I really miss that feeling.
That safety a relationship provides you with.
And not only that, but I miss all the little things.

I just want someone to hold my hand, and drink coffee with me.
Go to the park at night with me, lay in the grass.
Drive around with no where to go.
Touch my hair, kiss my head.
Someone who will let me sit on his bed while he plays a video game.
Or plays his guitar.
A boy who will talk, a boy who will listen, a boy who will do both, or neither and be just as happy.
One who will be spontaneously exciting.
But wont make bad decisions.
Just someone to stand tall walking next to me..
Any of that. All of that.
Thats what makes it all worth it to me.