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Well.. I've decided to update my blog on a much brighter note.

Im trying to get to that SGNJ event but I havnt found anybody who wants to go with me, and I dont want to go alone on the account of a few things..
1) Im afraid of getting lost in Newark.
2) I have to work Saturday morning, and..
3) Im not in the SGNJ group yet, so I havnt had the chance to talk to anybody, so I dont really know anybody who's going to be there, and I dont want to feel stupid being the only person there who doesnt know anyone.

I know the whole point of going is to meet people, but I get really intimidated, especially because Im expecting to be younger than most of them.. I really do want to go though.

On another note, Josh and I talked, and he apologized for being shitty to me, and not being a great friend. Things are still a bit rocky I can tell, I think he feels awkward because he's never been friends with any of his ex's before. We'll see how this one turns out..

I got really really sick with severe strep throat and a nice ear infection right before my spring break, so I spent most of it being knocked up on anti-biotics, and being the DD for my friends haha. But! I am better now, and back to work and school.

I got extensions, but you cant tell in my profile pic.. I like them but I need to get a hair cut so it doesnt look like I just have a blob of hair on my head lol. They itch a little but I guess when they loosen up it'll be fine.

At any rate, this is probably the longest blog I've ever written.. if you've made it this far, thanks for reading.
Hope everybody has a good week!

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