Today is Josh and my 5 month anniversary..
And for obvious reasons we wont be spending it together..
And sometimes I just get so mad at him for not being here.
And I know that its really stupid, but sometimes I resent that our relationship isnt 'normal'.
..But then I remember how stupid it is for me to act that way, and I feel guilty about being angry for something that is beyond our controll..
And then it seems.. I watch all these idiotic shows on television..
And all these couples have problems, and they want to break up, or even get divorced..
They fight all the time, and really take each other for granted.
And it makes me so mad that they cant see how lucky they are.
That if theyre feeling like the need somebody.. for any reason at all..
All they have to do is ask.
And for obvious reasons we wont be spending it together..
And sometimes I just get so mad at him for not being here.
And I know that its really stupid, but sometimes I resent that our relationship isnt 'normal'.
..But then I remember how stupid it is for me to act that way, and I feel guilty about being angry for something that is beyond our controll..
And then it seems.. I watch all these idiotic shows on television..
And all these couples have problems, and they want to break up, or even get divorced..
They fight all the time, and really take each other for granted.
And it makes me so mad that they cant see how lucky they are.
That if theyre feeling like the need somebody.. for any reason at all..
All they have to do is ask.
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Which were more beautiful, her lips or eyes ?
We, said the eyes, send forth those pointed darts
Which pierce the hardest adamantine hearts."
From us, repli'd the lips, proceed those blisses
Which lovers reap by kind words and sweet kisses.
Then wept the eyes, and from their springs did pour
Of liquid oriental pearl a shower;
Whereat the lips, moved with delight and pleasure,
Through a sweet smile unlock'd their pearly treasure
And bad Love judge, whether did add more grace
Weeping or smiling pearls to Kara's face.
he has a tribute to her on his page
mary me?