gesomina

I have just been inspired to write in this journal. I have been really down in the dumps. Nothing ever seems to go my way. I know it sounds like I am being a cry baby but life is a fucking hoe ass bitch. If I can just get my film shot I would be real fucking happy. Money is always holding me back and I work every fucking day. oh and this depression shit has made me a compulsive eater, drinker, and pot smoker. Anything I can consume to try and fill the empty pit of despair. Blah Fucking Blah. I m glad I could fill this world with such positive Joy!