i really thought it would be easier to move on after all the heartache, but i fucking miss her. i've givin up on the idea that we can be happy, and i know now i can not replace her with another. i actually have to heal. fuck, that will take time.
oh well, life goes on. my sister is having a baby. my mom's eating on her own. i'm working everyday again. hell all i need to do is go for a bike ride and i'll be back on track. seems like really ending the alex thing is good for me after all.
i think my cat is too big for his litter box.
i hope i get better pictures of the suspension event this time. i am going to hang! this is something i've wanted to do for a long time. and without looking, i found the people that are going to make it happen. life works like that for me. the less i try to make things happen, the better they work out.
i've got a lot more to say, but i've got to get going. 'hi' to all my friends.
stay out of your own way.
oh well, life goes on. my sister is having a baby. my mom's eating on her own. i'm working everyday again. hell all i need to do is go for a bike ride and i'll be back on track. seems like really ending the alex thing is good for me after all.
i think my cat is too big for his litter box.
i hope i get better pictures of the suspension event this time. i am going to hang! this is something i've wanted to do for a long time. and without looking, i found the people that are going to make it happen. life works like that for me. the less i try to make things happen, the better they work out.
i've got a lot more to say, but i've got to get going. 'hi' to all my friends.
stay out of your own way.
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my computer is broken and i have to go get the pizza now.
my sister's cat got ripped in half last night. i loved her and it seems as though there is pain everywhere!
but i like pain so i guess i'm happy.