Sunday Jun 12, 2005

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she called.

i talked to her.

she has been in a mental hospital.

i should be in a mental hospital.

she still loves me.

i still love her.

i want to pierce my penis some more.

my bank account is overdrawn.

i want her love.

i don't trust her.

i don't trust myself.

i want to see her.

she has 'visiting days'.

this is all to familiar.

i want to go to canada.

i want to ride my bikes in canada.

i should go to maui for a month.

maybe santa cruz.

does marc still live in san francisco?

van couver washington.

yes, i want to run away.

where's a razor blade?

how many chances does love get?

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

k bye.



p.s. sincere thanks to all those who care. you know who you are wink
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annabelle:
i'm usually in hollywood on monday nights smile
xevilxashleyx:
Well, since you've gone and given me permission to comment on this ordeal...I'm going to! tongue

Maybe you should just step back and think about why you love her...chances are, it's not love at all...
We've all been to the same place you're in - you're so attached to someone for no real reason, and you can't fathom life without them. It gets to you, it sucks you in, but really...it's nothing to be so upset about once you sit back and think about it.
I know, I know - easier said than done, but...really. Think about it. Think about her and the situation and everything that's gone on - good and bad - and just let it go. It's so goddamned liberating you won't know what to do with yourself (but in a good way.)
If you need someone to talk to, check out my contact info...
I'm good with this shit! blush

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