gerta

okay, things are looking good again. mom's getting frusterated at the nursing home which means she's feeling better. i was afraid she was going to loose some of her drive, but i'm confident now that she won't. it's still going to be a long healing process but i am happy that i can be there for her.
i saw my friend ben gay at a flea market yesterday and he gave me a lamp for my 'art bulbs', yea. i really want to call alex but my friends are still telling me not to, and i am still listening to them, good for me i guess.
and i also saw alexis on saturday, she is one of the cutest girls i know. we were just getting into good conversation when we were interupted by the smoking police. we only talk when we see each other and i like it that way because it seems special and gives me something to which i can look forward.
i'm glad i didn't do my second pair of dydoes over the weekend (i got the fourth in a series of five or six in my ear) because i need to buy some heater switch for my car that cost $185.00. but that's okay, i like spending money on my car.
when is it time to let love die?