okay, enough is enough.
said goodbye to the girl, "no more of your fucking lies, bitch!"
anyway, on the brighter side of life, well hung is hanging on the seventeenth of next month, yea. heard something 'bout a bed of nails for me, but for now only the date is confirmed. i'll post the details when everything else is confirmed.
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said goodbye to the girl, "no more of your fucking lies, bitch!"
anyway, on the brighter side of life, well hung is hanging on the seventeenth of next month, yea. heard something 'bout a bed of nails for me, but for now only the date is confirmed. i'll post the details when everything else is confirmed.
good way to start the...
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she called.
i talked to her.
she has been in a mental hospital.
i should be in a mental hospital.
she still loves me.
i still love her.
i want to pierce my penis some more.
my bank account is overdrawn.
i want her love.
i don't trust her.
i don't trust myself.
i want to see her.
she has 'visiting days'.
this is all...
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i talked to her.
she has been in a mental hospital.
i should be in a mental hospital.
she still loves me.
i still love her.
i want to pierce my penis some more.
my bank account is overdrawn.
i want her love.
i don't trust her.
i don't trust myself.
i want to see her.
she has 'visiting days'.
this is all...
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annabelle:
i'm usually in hollywood on monday nights 
xevilxashleyx:
Well, since you've gone and given me permission to comment on this ordeal...I'm going to! 
Maybe you should just step back and think about why you love her...chances are, it's not love at all...
We've all been to the same place you're in - you're so attached to someone for no real reason, and you can't fathom life without them. It gets to you, it sucks you in, but really...it's nothing to be so upset about once you sit back and think about it.
I know, I know - easier said than done, but...really. Think about it. Think about her and the situation and everything that's gone on - good and bad - and just let it go. It's so goddamned liberating you won't know what to do with yourself (but in a good way.)
If you need someone to talk to, check out my contact info...
I'm good with this shit!
Maybe you should just step back and think about why you love her...chances are, it's not love at all...
We've all been to the same place you're in - you're so attached to someone for no real reason, and you can't fathom life without them. It gets to you, it sucks you in, but really...it's nothing to be so upset about once you sit back and think about it.
I know, I know - easier said than done, but...really. Think about it. Think about her and the situation and everything that's gone on - good and bad - and just let it go. It's so goddamned liberating you won't know what to do with yourself (but in a good way.)
If you need someone to talk to, check out my contact info...
I'm good with this shit!
so, mom went to the toilet today, the nurse had to help her when she finished, but hey she was out of the bed, yea. the doctor said anoth five or six weeks and there is plenty of insurence so she is in good hands. i think i'll sneak her some chile rellenos manana from her favorite restaurant. htat's better than flowers, right? everyone sends...
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xevilxashleyx:
What Myra said - SB is for showing off all your assets, not just your mods.
I took a lot of time for myself today. A good two hours of time.
Yay for that, Son.
I took a lot of time for myself today. A good two hours of time.
Yay for that, Son.
androgine:
I saw your foto in your pics.
I already saw suspensions with hook.
I find it allways amazing.
it's very pity that I can't take foto of you.
but you are too far away from the Normandie.
I already saw suspensions with hook.
I find it allways amazing.
it's very pity that I can't take foto of you.
but you are too far away from the Normandie.
gerta:
suspension team
okay, things are looking good again. mom's getting frusterated at the nursing home which means she's feeling better. i was afraid she was going to loose some of her drive, but i'm confident now that she won't. it's still going to be a long healing process but i am happy that i can be there for her.
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mitsukai:
i think after half a year it's moving on time. Although sometimes you wont fully get over someone ever, I hate to say.
germany:
i just read a little something about "well hung" on a suspension web site.. i just did my first suspension a few days ago.. 2pt. chest... yippeeeeeee
i thought visiting mom in the hospital was hard. as long as the nurses didn't leave vials in the room it wasn't that big a deal, and that only happened once. now she's in a nursing home (for physical therapy, she broke both of her arms and can't feed herself) and that place is fucking depressing. keep your bones strong. don't get me wrong, i'm...
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mitsukai:
No tv. so it's just as well.
pixidust:
your comment made me smile i wish i could do the same for you what a sad situation... but you are being strong for her and she apreshiates it. just remember to keep it all in perspective, it could be worse and it isnt....take care of yourself.. im here if you need me.
well, my mom is okay. the doctor was able to repair her arms so he didn't have to put any more metal into her body, which is a good thing. he was also able to do both arms in one session, he wasn't sure if her body could take that much trauma. but her vitals were good so her rehab will be that much shorter,...
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redfirefaery:
yes, actually, he did... he ended up using the color settings i showed him for a tough-to-copy color. usually he listens to what i say or watches what i do, then completely ignores me. hence the 
pyrate:
I don't upload them from my phone. I email them to myself, and then save them, and then uplaod them. Kinda the long way around but that other way was to damn confusing.
ahh, suicide girls in the morning. what a wonderful way to awaken. i have to go see my mom at the hospital before they take her into surgery and i wanted to have some pretty images in my head. and what do you know, lucy has a new set. life is getting better every day. it really is the simple things that make it worth...
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lucy:
Thanks for the sweet comment on my set, it made my day.
okay, it just occured to me how fucking wonderfull my life is! i've been sulking around all year because victor died and alex is a cunt. it seems as though i have been taking for granted all the things in my life that have been getting me through it. my new friend colin, the fact that i have been more often than not woking for...
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theangrysloth:
Hello sir! You've requested to be my friend. I have no problem with that. I was just wondering what prompted it?
gerta:
if i have my camera and something is dead...
wow, this must be a magic journal. i just read my last entry, and it feels like days have gone by without thinking too much about all that crap. who knows, matbe i'll even get that damn picture off of here in the near future. i should give her a little more time...
yea! i now have internet access at my place. this is good because now i can submit theese things as my feelings change, instead of when i can get online.
i have come to terms with the premature death of my friend victor. he died in february and until lats week i was mad at him. now i am able to appreciate our relationship and...
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i have come to terms with the premature death of my friend victor. he died in february and until lats week i was mad at him. now i am able to appreciate our relationship and...
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