well i've managed to fuck up this one all on my own.
she had to kill her dog, her best fucking friend.
i couldn't keep it together for twenty four hours.
lost my temper, yelled.
i don't want to know anybody anymore.
although two of my new friends made it pretty easy for me to not take a handfull of pills. thanks guys.
it's raining...
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she had to kill her dog, her best fucking friend.
i couldn't keep it together for twenty four hours.
lost my temper, yelled.
i don't want to know anybody anymore.
although two of my new friends made it pretty easy for me to not take a handfull of pills. thanks guys.
it's raining...
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apathy has struck. nothing is wrong, i just don't feel like being responsible. i don't was to fulfill my commitment tonight, i don't want to go to work tomorrow, i don't even want to call my loving girlfriend. i want to stay home and big a big fire. i used to build fires evey night until i got this fucking internet. i want to get...
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kallisti:
nah, my phone didn't eat my poem... I just felt the need to update and that was the first thing that came to mind. lol
it is all so not that serious.
i am not in control and that takes away all of the pressure.
if i could just learn how to enjoy her the way she enjoys me.
i think i'll hold on to this one for awhile.
k, bye.
i am not in control and that takes away all of the pressure.
if i could just learn how to enjoy her the way she enjoys me.
i think i'll hold on to this one for awhile.
k, bye.
wendy:
thank you for your comment on my set! i'm glad you liked it! 
i has become painfully aware to me that i have no idea what i am doing and i can't stop doing it.
oh well.
might be fun.
k, bye.
oh well.
might be fun.
k, bye.
xevilxashleyx:
That's when it's the MOST fun! 
casper:
sounds like a killer time.
tee hee
tee hee
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cimorenne:
may i ask what dydoe peircings are?
sky:
thank you for the comment on my set 
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so i went to anomaly tonight and had my second pair of dydoe piercings done with blue balls. then i changed two of the balls on my first pair to red and yellow, because they seem to be calling out to me.
name the band and win a prize.
k, bye.
michelle's rat died so she didn't bring the photos of the camping trip, but...
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name the band and win a prize.
k, bye.
michelle's rat died so she didn't bring the photos of the camping trip, but...
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i changes me alias, me hopes this isn't too confusing.
jolly good.
fiona is back.
k, bye.
jolly good.
fiona is back.
k, bye.
mitsukai:
thanks for the congratulations.
kallisti:
what's your interpretation of it so far?
It is kindof a bunch of thoughts in one, but
like everything, it's all connected by default.
AND I kNOW!!! (about Fiona)!!!
!!!!!1
lol... I just read her 4(?)-page interview in Entertainment Weekly only moments ago.
I'm
fucking
thrilled.
A lot.
I'm going to listen to her first two on my way up north for a family reunion today.
All is well in the universe.
It is kindof a bunch of thoughts in one, but
like everything, it's all connected by default.
AND I kNOW!!! (about Fiona)!!!
!!!!!1
lol... I just read her 4(?)-page interview in Entertainment Weekly only moments ago.
I'm
fucking
thrilled.
A lot.
I'm going to listen to her first two on my way up north for a family reunion today.
All is well in the universe.
i thought i updated yesterday. oh well. my andee is wonderful, we talk instead of yell, we give each other space to communicate, we are there for each other, this is how it should be.
now if i could only be okay with being okay i'd be okay.
i have been informed by one someone that hasn't steered me wrong that the clicking is normal,...
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now if i could only be okay with being okay i'd be okay.
i have been informed by one someone that hasn't steered me wrong that the clicking is normal,...
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casper:
so i hear, about bloc party, that is.
relationships, blah blah blargh.
hate them.
relationships, blah blah blargh.
hate them.
kallisti:
draw some kind of meaningful analogy out of it... that always werks for me. lol
synchronicity my friend, synchronicity. it's my middle name.
synchronicity my friend, synchronicity. it's my middle name.
why does it keep clicking? i'm not doing anything and it keeps clicking. is the clicking normal? or should i be worried?
internet radio is my new favorite thing.
k, bye.
p.s. there's nothing in the world like...
internet radio is my new favorite thing.
k, bye.
p.s. there's nothing in the world like...
kallisti:
what's clicking?
and thanks!
and thanks!
xevilxashleyx:
The clicking is normal.
And I have no idea what happened to all of my 'friends'! Just suddenly...they were all gone. So, I did my best to remember everyone and request friend status again. Suck.
Also: Thanks.
I hope all is well with this wonderous new lady of yours! (andee, yes?)
And I have no idea what happened to all of my 'friends'! Just suddenly...they were all gone. So, I did my best to remember everyone and request friend status again. Suck.
Also: Thanks.
I hope all is well with this wonderous new lady of yours! (andee, yes?)
gerta:
my nephew
i had the most amazing weekend of suspending, and bonding with people, and camping, and vegan eating, and fire, and laughing with drunk people, and one glorious shooting star and precicely the right moment.
i have this overwhelming urge to tell you all about it but i must sleep now. i will say that it is possible to weed through all of the bull shit...
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i have this overwhelming urge to tell you all about it but i must sleep now. i will say that it is possible to weed through all of the bull shit...
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stitch:
sweet
cimorenne:
wow that's come severe modification you've done to yourself...
spent another hour last night with scalpels opening my skin. it was better for some reason. perhaps because i have accepted, and admitted, that i do it because it is soothing to me. while my leg is being cut i am completely in the moment. it is my garanteed meditation. and hey if the scars stick around then i'll have something to show other freaks,...
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xevilxashleyx:
I think the reason people in the mod community react to cutters with hostility is because people often view cutters as mentally unstable - and let's face it, often times, they are - and people in the mod community don't want that stereotype anymore. And it is easier, for just about everyone, to think of it as art when it's done in such a fashion to come out looking pretty, because people everywhere have a hard time accepting that 1) everyone copes different, and 2) any modification done physically to make you feel better mentally...is still a mod in the end, and it still leaves you with pretty permanent results.
It's all the same, when you get right down to...
Regardless!
I'm happy for you and this Andee girlie of yours! Have no regrets, indeed!
It's all the same, when you get right down to...
Regardless!
I'm happy for you and this Andee girlie of yours! Have no regrets, indeed!
Is the "she" you speak of the infamous Andee?! Yowza!
Fill me in, I've been slackin'!
Also: Thanks.