Just when you think you are a nice guy and promises can be kept....well NO! So my ex-girlfriend from 1994 has been dating one of my friends for the past nine years. They broke up a few months ago. She went nuts and so I talked to her. Never told anyone about what we spoke about. It would be pretty easy for me to say some negative stuff, but I didn't and won't. It upsets me because I feel kind of used here. It seems as though I was befriended for information. Now I get an email from one of her friends telling me what a scumbag I am for telling my buddy that she slept with one of his friends. The thing is I didn't tell anyone. Oh well. Guess you learn about people everyday. My rule about talking or interacting with ex's has been reinstated as of RIGHT NOW!
In other news I can't wait to move. Life is good.
Edited: The whole thing about this chick really gets to me a lot. Trust is something that I don't give out very easy. This girl lost it along time ago and somehow regained it. That has never happened before. Oh well. Some people who have to live with themselves are having problems. That is they way I see it. Her friend isn't a prime example of relationship guru either. Do I dare say it......just leave me along and out of it all.
In other news I can't wait to move. Life is good.
Edited: The whole thing about this chick really gets to me a lot. Trust is something that I don't give out very easy. This girl lost it along time ago and somehow regained it. That has never happened before. Oh well. Some people who have to live with themselves are having problems. That is they way I see it. Her friend isn't a prime example of relationship guru either. Do I dare say it......just leave me along and out of it all.
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Its apparently a crime for me to have any attraction for anyone in this fucking one horse town, because all that happens is I end up being the bad guy. And I really do have feelings. Misplaced the first time around, and cautious on this particular leg of the trip that has become my fucked up life. I can't help being attracted to certain people. Maybe I'll turn it off and become a hermit, but probably not.
the worst is that I somehow thought today being in a bad relationship is easier than this shit. But I am not going to go back down that road.
And I'm sorry about the girl drama. Girls are dumb.