gentlefemm

The wind blows on my damp cheeks
And it sends a cold chill through my bones
Almost as cold as the chill in my soul and my heart
Am I destined to be alone?
Is it written in the stars?
Why can't I have happiness with out pain to soon follow?
Why can't I feel the warmth of the sun when it comes out?
I want to love again, be healed and learn
But I want someone now
To hold me and warm this empty place in my soul
Yet when someone gets close I throw icy knifes with my heart
And push them
Don't let me push you away
Don't allow me to think and ponder our love for each other
Or you'll be a victim of my cold heart too.
.....Yet another one of my juvenile poems I wrote that one a long time ago

Well I have had a FAB time at work...I am going to grooming school in Aug. That way I can be offical! I can't wait. They are all so laid back and nice I can't belive it Well I am off to do some errands and laundry Hopefully the dryer monster doesn't eat anymore of my socks!!!
gentle