So, I know I said I was in love with Richmond... I'm not in love anymore.

St. Pats week I went back to Upstate NY to visit. I had a amazing time. Saw all my friends. Drank a lot. Went to Saratoga Springs. Spent lots of time with my other half, Ash.
(sigh) It was beautiful...
Needless to say, the following Monday I decided to move back.. To my crumbling hometown. I leave Thursday June 25th. I'll pack up all my clothes, shoes and other random objects and go.

Richmond and I just didn't seem to mesh well. I gave it a good 4 years. But other then my sister and her family, nothing is keeping me here. It's time for me to grow. Be on my own.
Don't get me wrong, I like Richmond.. I really do. It's an awesome city. Just not for me right now. But I need to be with my natives.

My sister said she doesn't know what she's gonna do with herself without me.. My niece and nephews want me to visit every single holiday.. Even the little ones. My brother-in-law won't have anyone to watch 300 or other violent movies with. My sister won't watch them... I'll miss them.

The ex... I haven't heard from him in months. It's been good. I do talk about him some. I really try not to though. I get so angry when I think of him. I get violent thoughts.

I want happy thoughts... All the time.