genevieve

I guess i should update eh?

Well, easter was good, lyric got a buttload of candy which i am now rationing to her. I was going to post some pictures of the loot and festivities but, i just dont feel like it. Its been a blah week. i havent checked my email in god knows how long. i find myself avoiding my laptop altogether.

Have you ever been just so generally irritated that you cant even stand being around yourself?!

My mom seems to think i am bi-polar...but i really dont have many ups and downs...i mostly just walk around aggravated.

my hair is growing out. gotta get it cut again...maybe even shorter this time!

i miss Shaneka. And believe it or not, i even sometimes miss tanglewood and phoung...

today i felt like i was going to just burst into tears. My manager went to some financials meeting and came back to inform me of all these new policies that our company will be implementing. it was nauseating. i dont really want to go into the specifics but, i'm REALLY hating my job right now...or atleast more than usual.

justin...oh my justin...how do i convey that something is missing? first i must realize that its within me i suppose. i think he lies and fakes like a small child just to get out of doing certain things...i'm sure thats not the case but it doesnt mean that i dont suspect it everytime he talks about something ailing him...

thats it. i think i might go check my email....probably not, but we'll see...