i've been sick since about tuesday...funny thing, I dont know what kind of sick i am! Isnt that nice!
Tuesday night i go to the emergency room with my heart racing, i can't seem to breath, and my head spinning. Of course, justin thinks it must be my diet pills. But well, i dont take anything thats not completely natural and supplementary. All my pills basically are is fiber, omega 3s, B12, and B6, not things that would typically induce the sort of panic-striken-i'm-gonna-die feeling that i went to the hospital with. So i see the nurse and show her every thing i had been taking and tell yes, yes i smoke pot, and she asks me if i have a history of anxiety and i tell her yes and she asks me if i'm sure its not the pot making me feel that way and i tell her i'm sure. It basically comes into perspective by the time i'm back in the waiting room that i'm having a panic attack (havent had one in forever) and i just need to calm down. So I go home, still spinning, but not footing a hospital bill, and stay home from work the next day. That whole day I spend in Lyric's bed, her room being the darkest and the least dizzying for some reason. The next day when i wake up i have the most unbelievable migraine, something else i havent had for about 6 month's, and don't make it out of bed until about 4 pm.
Ever since, i cant sleep at the head of my bed because we have vaulted ceilings and it makes me feel like i'm going to fall out of the building, i have dizzy spells all day, i cant seem to focus, and at times i feel like i might fall right off of the earth. i cant stay balanced and nothing feels normal besides sleeping. people at work speculated, pregnancy, (of course), diabetes, and vertigo. Lyric's teacher, (which i am leaning more towards her diagnosis), thought perhaps i have a middle ear infections. In children the symptoms are much like those of a normal ear infection, but in adults the most commons symptoms are dizzyness, disorientation (equilibrium off balance), headaches, and fatigue. BINGO!
I have to see if there's a doctor's office open on Saturday or something as i dont have any week days off for a while to come. Guess i'll just walk around life drunk.
UPDATE:
Went to the ER last night and the doctor today and they both say i am experiencing true vertigo. There is not fix for this. The only thing they can do is treat the symptoms. i'm not happy. i feel like crap. the only time i feel normal is when i am sleeping.
vertigo
Tuesday night i go to the emergency room with my heart racing, i can't seem to breath, and my head spinning. Of course, justin thinks it must be my diet pills. But well, i dont take anything thats not completely natural and supplementary. All my pills basically are is fiber, omega 3s, B12, and B6, not things that would typically induce the sort of panic-striken-i'm-gonna-die feeling that i went to the hospital with. So i see the nurse and show her every thing i had been taking and tell yes, yes i smoke pot, and she asks me if i have a history of anxiety and i tell her yes and she asks me if i'm sure its not the pot making me feel that way and i tell her i'm sure. It basically comes into perspective by the time i'm back in the waiting room that i'm having a panic attack (havent had one in forever) and i just need to calm down. So I go home, still spinning, but not footing a hospital bill, and stay home from work the next day. That whole day I spend in Lyric's bed, her room being the darkest and the least dizzying for some reason. The next day when i wake up i have the most unbelievable migraine, something else i havent had for about 6 month's, and don't make it out of bed until about 4 pm.
Ever since, i cant sleep at the head of my bed because we have vaulted ceilings and it makes me feel like i'm going to fall out of the building, i have dizzy spells all day, i cant seem to focus, and at times i feel like i might fall right off of the earth. i cant stay balanced and nothing feels normal besides sleeping. people at work speculated, pregnancy, (of course), diabetes, and vertigo. Lyric's teacher, (which i am leaning more towards her diagnosis), thought perhaps i have a middle ear infections. In children the symptoms are much like those of a normal ear infection, but in adults the most commons symptoms are dizzyness, disorientation (equilibrium off balance), headaches, and fatigue. BINGO!
I have to see if there's a doctor's office open on Saturday or something as i dont have any week days off for a while to come. Guess i'll just walk around life drunk.
UPDATE:
Went to the ER last night and the doctor today and they both say i am experiencing true vertigo. There is not fix for this. The only thing they can do is treat the symptoms. i'm not happy. i feel like crap. the only time i feel normal is when i am sleeping.
vertigo
I hope it is the ear thing... At least it's cureable... I love you though.. Get better ok!
It's 6:11 and I wish I were sleeping, but alas.. I got up at 5:20 to work out... Damn this not having a skinny body and being able to eat everything.
Anyway..I hope you have a better day today...Grab some generic clartinD soon!