genevieve

well, i TRIED to bleach my hair out...

although it didnt work, sometimes mistakes ROCK:



i gonna try to bleach it again tonight....

maybe my hair will fall out...

**EDIT**
I'VE BEEN TAGGED!

7 Things to do before I die:
1. More tattoos
2. Marry Justin
3. Attend Lyric's College graduation
4. Have a home. Rent or own, just feel like I'm home
5. Quit smoking (havent smoked since Saturday)
6. Paint again
7. Let go

7 Things I cannot do:
1. Trust
2. Stand on my head
3. Hear a baby scream
4. I currently cant watch, listne to or read news stories about LA and Katrina...they flood me....
5. bend steel
6. not obsess about my weight
7. keep my mouth shut

7 Things that attract me to Louisiana
1. Family
2. It isn't Oklahoma (thank GOD!)
3. Culture
4. Friends
5. Tattoos arent illegal (they are in Oklahoma!)
6. Its dirty and humid and hot and the people are rude and crzy, never thought i would miss it as much as i do
7. its home

7 Things I say most often:
1. fuck
2. i love you
3. wait wait what?
4. Do you still love me
5. Get you fingers out of your mouth!
6. Quit plaing with your hair at the dinner table!
7. Didnt I just say no?!

7 Books that I love:
1. The Little Prince
2. Diary of Laura Palmer
3. Go ask alice
4. paper sample books
5. Ultimate Hitchikers Guide to the Universe
6. Lost Boys (No, its not about the movie)
7. Post Secret

7 Seven movies I watch over & over again: (or would if I had time)
1. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
2. Ferris Buellers Day off
3. SG DVD
4. Kill Bill, any and all
5. Drop Dead Fred
6. Aeon Flux Box Set
7. Old videos of Lyric.

7 other ppl....

JimmyPheenom
Parikhan
providencia
Shaneka
Tigerwong
timeoftheeclipse
trickypink


more edit

My god do I love justin. Do you know why? Do you? Because I start into him last night about him not planning any further than a month ahead in his life and he stills thinks of everything as him and me not "us," and blah blah blah, and I'm not even the slightest bit upset about those things and they're not even true and I'm just picking and whats really wrong is I hate packing and moving, its making me depressed, and I start crying and after all of that he hugs me and says, "I love you...its going to be ok...and i dont want you making yourself feel like that packing. Dont over do it. Do a little at a time and then take a break. I dont want you feeling like that."

And I've been avoiding everything to do with the hurricane and my emotions, and with every box I pack I feel dizzy and depressed. These emotions are flooding me. And I try to take it out on him and he just makes it *poof* all better and bearable.