Life's looking up...paid off some much needed bills and bought some FOOD! Its awesome, we have stuff in our pantry and gas in our cars. I feel so spoiled right now!
In other news i'm majorly stoked that Shaneka is soming into to town! Only for one day
but hell atleast its one day! She needs to stay Friday too considering one more day with...
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In other news i'm majorly stoked that Shaneka is soming into to town! Only for one day
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andreaandrea:
I've heard good things from others as well, lately. Maybe the christmas spirit is alive and well.
1stxer:
whats happening !
Well i had to do it. I had to just swallow my pride and ask for help. I called his mother. Lyric's father's mother. The father that refuses to pay me child support and has basically forgotten his daughter.
He lives with his mother. she's very timid. Although sweet and, I believe for the most part, honest, very...well, sad. She had it rough with his...
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He lives with his mother. she's very timid. Although sweet and, I believe for the most part, honest, very...well, sad. She had it rough with his...
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andreaandrea:
What's worse than the fact that you have no groceries because of the lack of child support is that you had to "BORROW" the money from her...hmmm. It is her son's problem but if anyone pays her back it should be Lyric's dad. Where's my soapbox?
i just dont know what to do anymore
money is soooo tight
i dont even have food in the pantry
cant afford it
money is soooo tight
i dont even have food in the pantry
cant afford it
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oryon:
yeah i know the feeling since i just got a notice from the credit bureau saying i had negative sum o money, but it's alll better now
kinda
i just had to pawn somethings like my ex fiance's ring and shit
good luck though
seriously
kinda
i just had to pawn somethings like my ex fiance's ring and shit
good luck though
seriously
mat7thew:
"a noble spirit embiggens the smallest man." - jebediah springfield
relevance? i don't know, it's been in my head all day.
relevance? i don't know, it's been in my head all day.
So, J broke his hand last night. Punched the fridge. Fridge won...it was soo stupid...stupid stupid fight, I really dont feel like getting into it.
I also started this morning off with a bang. Dropped my cell phone into my 22 ounce coffee. Fried the phone. Only phone we have. Costs $163.11 to replace. I have $20. I was really pissed about the phone...even more...
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I also started this morning off with a bang. Dropped my cell phone into my 22 ounce coffee. Fried the phone. Only phone we have. Costs $163.11 to replace. I have $20. I was really pissed about the phone...even more...
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therealtexasguy:
I love that Santa Clause grave!!!!!!!!
Sorry about the phone. I always do stupid shit like that, that's why I always spring for the insurance.
So what's been up lately?
Sorry about the phone. I always do stupid shit like that, that's why I always spring for the insurance.
So what's been up lately?
andreaandrea:
Hey, chicky! Sorry we missed you this weekend. We were there but we weren't well.
If my good friend Tony wasn't there meeting us, I would have stayed at home. We did go out but only for 2 or 3 hour stretches. The only thing I ate on my list was bbq shrimp. hmmm.
maybe next time
maybe next time
Its kinda late...sitting here, bundled up in my blanket. I planned on going to bed at a "reasonable time." With every half hour, I con myself into staying up a half an hour later. Sick little game I like to play with myself. I know I've won if i am miserable all day because I just want to be home sleeping. Fun right? I just...
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hellosushi:
first i want some of what you are on! girl you are rambling on like MAD...i don't understand and i am scared
before i TRY and answer these questions let me first address the exploding bladder scenario. I heard that it won't explode BUT the more you don't go when you should go...your bladder gets stretched out! now you don't want to be wearing depends diapers when you are 50 years old, so go potty girl!
ok...
1. goodbye daily sadness...cruiserweight listen here
2. brush...toothbrush for me...i dont really brush my hair
3. laptop (can i have my wireless internet too)
4. i'd eat it...its my favorite meal! yummy
5. i'd eat those too...i need to go on a diet...or get something to eat! all these questions are makin me hungry!
6. more food...yummy shit cake!
7. i'd let her...but only if she promised to eat the cheese too!
ok now i'm freakin out like you!!!
have a great day!
before i TRY and answer these questions let me first address the exploding bladder scenario. I heard that it won't explode BUT the more you don't go when you should go...your bladder gets stretched out! now you don't want to be wearing depends diapers when you are 50 years old, so go potty girl!
ok...
1. goodbye daily sadness...cruiserweight listen here
2. brush...toothbrush for me...i dont really brush my hair
3. laptop (can i have my wireless internet too)
4. i'd eat it...its my favorite meal! yummy
5. i'd eat those too...i need to go on a diet...or get something to eat! all these questions are makin me hungry!
6. more food...yummy shit cake!
7. i'd let her...but only if she promised to eat the cheese too!
ok now i'm freakin out like you!!!
have a great day!
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september_____:
I know extacly what you mean,when i met chad i just thought he was another low-life pill popping dirty meth head but i realized that he's not in it for the glamour but the outlet and the things he produces aren't extacly easy to produce nor take the guts too
hellosushi:
i had 3 hangovers all together this thanksgiving weekend!
hung over on thanksgiving day, friday and sunday!
i guess you were hung over for me on saturday! and you had to work
hung over on thanksgiving day, friday and sunday!
i guess you were hung over for me on saturday! and you had to work
I'm at work right now...and it S U C K S...I wish i were ome like just about everyone else i know!! Justin's at home right now...not working...I am here dammit! Not working as well...
Thanksgiving was interesting. We went to his Mom's house and had dinner with his mom, sister, boyfriend, boyfriend's parents, and Little Lyric. It was cozy and I got myself...
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tony_burrito:
How much for an ass kicking????
ofthedead:
My grandmother offered me eggnog on Thanksgiving, and I got a nice surprise when each glass was spiked with a couple shots of whiskey. Woohoo!
Per a particular persons request, i am updating my journal. (i'm not going to swell your head by mentioning your name or by member name linking you...i'll figure out some other way..to, ahem, swell...your...anyway...)
CUT MY HAIR!! Okay, so i didnt really cut the length because i have a deal with someone that i wouldnt cut my hair any shorter or get any new tattoos...
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CUT MY HAIR!! Okay, so i didnt really cut the length because i have a deal with someone that i wouldnt cut my hair any shorter or get any new tattoos...
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therealtexasguy:
Perhaps it failed to occur to you that I was trying to hide the fact that I was stoned in that picture?
Well, I'm going a-shopping the Evil-O-Mart (aka Wal-Mart), so more later.
Well, I'm going a-shopping the Evil-O-Mart (aka Wal-Mart), so more later.
burstandbloom:
it was nice - and only slightly traumkatic - meeting you to
and
i must say
i was holding back a bit on the coolness
cause i was running late for the writers group and you had to go and get lyric and everything
i didnt wanna whip out the toal coolness
cause i get the feeling we could sit around and be cool together and giggle like school girls and shit for hours
if you want in the writers group
we are exchanging stories over email
and we will probably schedule the meetings and stuff over that too
how about i put you on the email list
we are all sending each other stories or poems to read and comment on for the next meeting
then you can stay in it that way
and if you can ever come to one of the meetings then you can
hows that sound??
im listening to DAMIEN JURADO now
he sounds good
its a good possibility i might get this writer communications mngr job in marigny - so i might look for apartments around there
and one part of me like living "in" the city in a more historic kinda looking place and closer to cool stuff
but
i also hate some of those old buildings and the parking situations and sometimes id just rather be lazy and jump in the car and get stuff - and i find that easier to do in the suburbs
so
there is a good possibility i might take the 1 bedroom apartment
id know you
and its pretty good prices and what i need
so
ill hopefully know by the middle of next week
happy thanksgiving
and
i must say
i was holding back a bit on the coolness
cause i was running late for the writers group and you had to go and get lyric and everything
i didnt wanna whip out the toal coolness
cause i get the feeling we could sit around and be cool together and giggle like school girls and shit for hours
if you want in the writers group
we are exchanging stories over email
and we will probably schedule the meetings and stuff over that too
how about i put you on the email list
we are all sending each other stories or poems to read and comment on for the next meeting
then you can stay in it that way
and if you can ever come to one of the meetings then you can
hows that sound??
im listening to DAMIEN JURADO now
he sounds good
its a good possibility i might get this writer communications mngr job in marigny - so i might look for apartments around there
and one part of me like living "in" the city in a more historic kinda looking place and closer to cool stuff
but
i also hate some of those old buildings and the parking situations and sometimes id just rather be lazy and jump in the car and get stuff - and i find that easier to do in the suburbs
so
there is a good possibility i might take the 1 bedroom apartment
id know you
and its pretty good prices and what i need
so
ill hopefully know by the middle of next week
happy thanksgiving
GAAAAAAHHH...my back hurts. Why has this place become the place where i bitch about hings? I always bitch about things. Sometimes i think thats all i do.
I'm alone now. I'm alone alot lately. Not that i dont like that sometimes...but its been alot lately. I guess alone isnt the right word. He's not here. I dont get the chance to really be with someone...
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I'm alone now. I'm alone alot lately. Not that i dont like that sometimes...but its been alot lately. I guess alone isnt the right word. He's not here. I dont get the chance to really be with someone...
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therealtexasguy:
A. Everyone but you seems to appreciate the artistry of it, and I'm afraid of nothing. At least in this one you can see something; when I shoot with the flash it's just white.
B. Maybe you're right about it not being something I should have, and I can't deny the hand shaking.
C. I actually would prefer her to end it first, cause then it'd be easier on her. She's in a bad place, emotionally, and if I break it off she'd do something drastic. That said, I was just in a bad mood when I wrote that. When I'm in a bad mood I want to break it off with everyone and everything, just so I don't have to deal with them.
C2. I should explain that it's my understanding that the last girl I broke it off with tried to kill herself. Hence my apprehension to follow my moody instincts in these cases.
D. Yes, I do want to make out with you.
E. Update your journal.
Edited to add C2.
[Edited on Nov 22, 2004 6:46PM]
B. Maybe you're right about it not being something I should have, and I can't deny the hand shaking.
C. I actually would prefer her to end it first, cause then it'd be easier on her. She's in a bad place, emotionally, and if I break it off she'd do something drastic. That said, I was just in a bad mood when I wrote that. When I'm in a bad mood I want to break it off with everyone and everything, just so I don't have to deal with them.
C2. I should explain that it's my understanding that the last girl I broke it off with tried to kill herself. Hence my apprehension to follow my moody instincts in these cases.
D. Yes, I do want to make out with you.
E. Update your journal.
Edited to add C2.
[Edited on Nov 22, 2004 6:46PM]
well...i'm on the dowslope of this fucking infection. I believe that it was a sinus infection due to the fact it felt like acid or dirty ass coke up the nose everytime i sniffled. I would blow my nose, not that that felt any better, and magically blood would appear. It was really gross. I'm sorry i sucked for few days. I'm sorry to J,...
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andreaandrea:
you got a 'shout out' on gigi's journal
therealtexasguy:
I keep throwing mine in the trash...but i never seem to throw anything gross enough on top of them for me not to dig them out. (smoking one)
I totally understand. When I get this close to quitting, I start smoking only half of a cigarette and then putting it out in my "ashtray", which is full of candle wax (don't ask). Then, when the pack is gone, I go through my "ashtray" and pick out the good ones and clip off the waxy ends and smoke a cigarette that suddenly tastes very much like a scented candle. Shit, I don't lie; when I was younger and I was dying for a quick smoke, I'd pick 'em up off the street and shit. Course, back then I was just some dirty little poor white kid from the wrong side of the tracks with hair down to my shoulders and jeans so torn and patched up they were suddenly in style when all I was trying to do was not get sunburned knees and shit where the Levis had worn out.
All of them know...i have like 4 friends...i like that i only have a few friends. Its so hard to have many many many friends. Maybe just for me. I get annoyed with people quickly...You should not tell your girl...that way i can shamelessly flirt with you...
I actually don't have that many true friends, but a lot of acquanences. I, too, can't handle many people. Or they can't handle me? Either way, it's the same end result. I like the idea of the flirting, and the more I think about it, the more I realize I probably will drive up to her neck of the woods and break it off tomorrow. This shit is just getting too hard on me, only cause I seldom see the light at the end of the tunnel. I dunno, we'll see.
See what quittin' gets ya?! that oughta learn ya boyyyyeee.
Yeah, only this was a pretty good day in the grand scheme of things. Don't worry, I am officially unquit. I picked up some menthols so I won't smoke as much, but the damage is done. Why doesn't Camel sell a true menthol?? I bet it would taste good (though the Turkish Royals or whatever the fuck they are aren't so bad).
Anyways, thanks for the journal entry. It definitely put a smile on my face when I needed it the most today.
I totally understand. When I get this close to quitting, I start smoking only half of a cigarette and then putting it out in my "ashtray", which is full of candle wax (don't ask). Then, when the pack is gone, I go through my "ashtray" and pick out the good ones and clip off the waxy ends and smoke a cigarette that suddenly tastes very much like a scented candle. Shit, I don't lie; when I was younger and I was dying for a quick smoke, I'd pick 'em up off the street and shit. Course, back then I was just some dirty little poor white kid from the wrong side of the tracks with hair down to my shoulders and jeans so torn and patched up they were suddenly in style when all I was trying to do was not get sunburned knees and shit where the Levis had worn out.
All of them know...i have like 4 friends...i like that i only have a few friends. Its so hard to have many many many friends. Maybe just for me. I get annoyed with people quickly...You should not tell your girl...that way i can shamelessly flirt with you...
I actually don't have that many true friends, but a lot of acquanences. I, too, can't handle many people. Or they can't handle me? Either way, it's the same end result. I like the idea of the flirting, and the more I think about it, the more I realize I probably will drive up to her neck of the woods and break it off tomorrow. This shit is just getting too hard on me, only cause I seldom see the light at the end of the tunnel. I dunno, we'll see.
See what quittin' gets ya?! that oughta learn ya boyyyyeee.
Yeah, only this was a pretty good day in the grand scheme of things. Don't worry, I am officially unquit. I picked up some menthols so I won't smoke as much, but the damage is done. Why doesn't Camel sell a true menthol?? I bet it would taste good (though the Turkish Royals or whatever the fuck they are aren't so bad).
Anyways, thanks for the journal entry. It definitely put a smile on my face when I needed it the most today.
oh god...i am sooo sick...i was supposed to go back to work today but i think i have a sinus infection. My nose is running, but only into my throat, and when i blow my nose or i sniffle it burns. I feel like i have to sneeze constantly. I am so sick i havent had a cigarette at all today. I was in bed...
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lilmissmorbid:
Happy Humpday!


pocketrocket:
hi cutey, feel better
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burstandbloom:
hey
i had a lazy sleeping weekend
about to stay up all night here - sunday -
and do some writing
then head to my office
work on a promotion piece for my uncles barge company
then i gotta pick up some copies of last weeks Louisiana Weekly because i have a front page article on there and have to drop off some copies to one of the girls i interviewd - while pressing her for another job -
and then im gonna work some more
but will likely give you a call at some point
i had a lazy sleeping weekend
about to stay up all night here - sunday -
and do some writing
then head to my office
work on a promotion piece for my uncles barge company
then i gotta pick up some copies of last weeks Louisiana Weekly because i have a front page article on there and have to drop off some copies to one of the girls i interviewd - while pressing her for another job -
and then im gonna work some more
but will likely give you a call at some point
shaneka:
Yea!!!
Gen did my tattoo.. Only one more project to go.. A wonderful piece of art that is sitting in her house... I am going ot have to save my money to have it done soon
Gen did my tattoo.. Only one more project to go.. A wonderful piece of art that is sitting in her house... I am going ot have to save my money to have it done soon


