I am just so damn pissed....all lies...lies I tell you....people say what they do only to get something they think they want...but really only want for a quick roll in the hay...found out my mother knows I like women on the trip this weekend. Cried last night after the most amazing sex in my life, as the worlds most beautiful things were said to me, but as I looked into the eyes of the person saying it I wanted to see someone else and did.....they were words I longed to hear from someone else...someone I will love no matter what......and so I cried.....and cried uncontrollably...and took drugs to pass out.....oh so many things irk me......and so many people just suck.....I think I am going to take a vacation from reality and go insane.....and just hide away alone in a corner.
it does help to get away and be alobe for a little bit. helps you get bearings.