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The email I got from dickhead in Chicago....finally after I called him and tore him a new one into his voicemail last night

Dear Stephanie,

I won't claim that this conclusion in our relationship isn't my fault. I haven't been returning your calls at all lately and I have no excuse, I've just felt lost. I lost that feeling that was so special between us when you came to visit me, and it never fully returned. I tried desperately to find the love for you I once had, but at that point I just felt crushed by what I had been told.

Since then, everything shared between us just felt like some charade, like we were just going through the motions and never fully disclosing our true feelings, the trust I once had for you had pretty much dissolved and that is hard to get back, specially from such a great distance away.

When you fell ill, I just sat here feeling helpless, I gave you as much support as I could, but I know it wasn't enough. It was hard thinking about you sitting in the hospital alone, while I went about my life here. I couldn't treat you like you deserved to be treated because I was just too far away, I wanted to come sit by your side, but I couldn't.

I realized that you loved me more than I could love you back and I needed you to be free of this burden I have so cruelly placed upon you. I can not be the man you deserve because what you need I can not give. You need someone to be there for you, not some little boy in Chicago, and that is all that I ever was.

I'm sorry for treating you like I have these last few weeks, but I need you to not love me anymore; it isn't healthy for either of us. For me to ask for your love is unfair. I will always be your friend if that is what you want, but I can't be with you any longer. I'm very sorry.

Yours Always,
Craig


ok so I leave you...and you childish piece of shit pretend like I want you back.....Well fuck off.